We are PUPOLICIOUS hotties! (19 BFPs so far!!)

[NewbieLisette]

No worries Rach my first # was 13

 

[babydust818]

thanks lisette. I am trying to stay positive. so hard to when u feel cramps or a lighter line on a test. I just need to calm down.

 

[babydust818]

Took 3 tests in the last 24 hours and all are very faint.. almost invisible. I think i'm m/c again. The tears will not stop falling right now. I am just so destroyed. I been having pain on the top of my spine for almost a week. I read up on ectopic and saw you have shoulder pain with it. So who knows..

 

[MrsMoo72]

Oh no Rach, i'm still hopeful for you babe I think the thing about ectopic ic shoulder tip pain so yours doesn't sound like that. When do you see your dr again?

 

[babydust818]

Monday at 4pm but wont get numbers until Tuesday. I still get twinges in my boobs but it could just still be the hormones in my system...

 

[babydust818]

Last night before i went to bed my line on my test was darker. This morning it's still dark but a little lighter than last night. I've come to the conclusion to stop testing lol. I am praying everything is going to be good news Tuesday morning. Should i be worried my tests are going wonky? i know it all depends on what you drank and what time of day you test, but i've noticed late at night are my best tests. This pregnancy is so backwards lol.

The last 2 tests are from last night and this morning. All the others were from Thurs night - Fri evening. Isn't it crazy that it went from dark to almost nothing to dark again? Do you think by any chance it could be these tests? Maybe too cheap?

 

[NewbieLisette]

Lol Rach sweetie its all VERY normal w ur going through - we all did it...we just know too much for own good sometimes & we want it soo bad that every little scary thought & sign will drive us nuts for sure! Best advice an give u is decide right now the ONLY part of any off this pg you can control is ur Own mental state & physical well being - stay rested & positive at all costs - watch a funny movie or some reality tv & just get through the days to ur next appt sweetie, we're all rooting for u & this lil rainbow

 

[MrsMoo72]

Agreed with Lisette babe, step away from the tests! They will drive you crazy! The only thing you can do is wait and see what happens, I know how tough that is - you want to stay positive but don't want to get your hopes up too much but it'sall you can think about grrrr! Ivew got everything crossed for you and I'm sending huge hugs and positive vibes xxxx

 

[babydust818]

Thanks girls you know it best that's for sure. Man it sucks waiting. I've been trying to figure things out. My last AF was July 11th. I have long cycles anyways so therefore it would be typical of my body to not O until CD18 or after. Well Andrew and i BD August 1st and 2nd. That was the last day we did before all this happened. On Aug 9th i took a test and it was neg. I got what i thought was AF on Aug 10th. Now if i O'd the 2nd or 3rd it would make sense to get a neg Aug 9th. I wouldn't have got a pos until Aug 16/17th. I got my pos Aug 19th. So the bleeding... could that all have been IB? I mean i had what felt like regular AF for 4 of the 13 days. All the other days is what i'd call spotting. Is it normal to have IB like that? That is the only thing i can think of! If i did O on the 1st, 2nd or 3rd i would've been CD 21, 22 or CD 23. Therefore i'm technically 5 weeks instead of 6 weeks (since i O later than a normal person). does any of this make sense? LOL

 

[NewbieLisette]

It does make sense Rach & since ur hgc number was on the low side ur probably 5weeks(I was 4ish I think) all my positive vibes doll xo

 

[babydust818]

Some girl on a thread had mentioned about ectopic pregnancy. I'm freaking out and wondering if that is a possibility? Stacey you had ectopic didn't you? What were your symptoms and how did they know you had it?

 

[keepthefaithx]

Hey girls!

Rach any new news?? Have my fxd crossed for u

Em hows the little girl doing !? I dont hve fb maybe u can post a pic on here??



Lisette hows melina doing???!

Kim i hope ur doing okay xoxoox

 

[jessy1101]

Holy hell i havent been on here in ages!! How is everyone ??

Rach ive been reading ur posts omggg chica fingers crossed for you hunny

Kim im so sorry for ur loss

Hello to all my hotties!! Things here have been goddamn crazy. Charlie now has 8 freakin teeth. She also took her first step all on her own today which is amazing yet terrifying at the same time u know?? She s obssessed with the word maman she spends all her days saying it lol. She s also a hugeee fan of toilet paper(those on my fb will know what im talkin bout hiihiii). Im still off until nov 5th thank fuck for that lol.

How was everyones summer??? Thoughts on ttc?? We ve started the whole not tryimg/trying for now and we ll see where it takes us i guess. I just need to work 4 months to re have another full paid year so im good as of now no mather what. Ive already bought charlie s halloween costume (once again fb) and have started on all things planning for her bday. We re doing a hot pink and zebra them with Lil miss diva turns 1 written everywhere lol.

Ive also already told dh the xmas stuff is going up the 2nd weekend of november mouhaahaa im a freak i know i know but what can u do right??

On a fun naughty note how has everyones sex lives been holding up??? U guys will never believe what dh did this weekend im still overly shocked myself?!!?!?! Nuttin bad thank god just extremely shocking for a man to do hmmmmm...you ll have to try and guess

 

[babydust818]

I guess my body is in the process of having a miscarriage Dr. said he believes it's a belighted ovum. I have to wait it out and let it pass on its own. No D&C needed. Said he may put me on clomid once everything passes and i start to regulate again. Been a terrible day....

 

[MrsMoo72]

I just pm'd you before i saw this Rach, big hugs babe xxxx

 

[AmyB1978]

I'm so so very sorry, Rach.

 

[NewbieLisette]

Rach hunni my heart is breaking for u pls feel free to come talk about ur feeling or pm me on fb for quicker response, massive hugs,I'm soo sorry for ur loss xoxoxoxox

 

[keepthefaithx]

sorry rach praying for you...xoxox
clomid is great regulated my cycle so well...i had 38-40 day cycles after clomid i had 28-31 day cycles...

omg melina is almost 1!!!!!!!!! thats so crazyyy!!!! what are your plans lisette for her bday? idk if you mention this in a previous post sorry!

em how are things w scarlett??

nicky is almost 7 months, hes getting so big 20lbs. he sits up by himself now and is almoist crawling... he sleeps 730-6ish sometimes later and 2 half hour naps a day

xoxoxo

 

[themarshas]

So sorry rach!

And sorry to you all as I havent been on in forever. At the moment I don't have a home, therefore don't have a computer set up & I switched jobs and cannot use it for any personal functions.

My summer has been great but short! full of traveling and a new job. Those who follow on facebook have probably stayed up to date as I post my life in photos there. Unfortunately I haven't been able to get our a big trip up yet. Mostly we've been bush with house building. We are about a month away from moving into our new home! Cannot wait. We've also decided that we will begin ttc #2 shortly after we are settled in. It feels like I've blinked and my little man grew up! Can't believe hes almost 14 months.

On a not so positive note, my sister in law is pregnant with her first and Cam's first cousin on that side. They had an u/s yest at 23 wks and found out the baby has club feet and they've tested for trisomy 18. I literally hurt just thinking about it. Hoping to find more ppl on here who have experienced either. Club feet is enough and requires seeing specialist even before he/she is born, but trisomy 18 is a death sentence...

 

[babydust818]

Hey girls :wave: I figured i'd fill you in on me.

As you know i got my BFP on 8/19. HCG numbers went from 90 to 85 to 144 to now 24. Dr. said what he thinks happened was tissue began to grow in the beginning and then it stopped which made me spot for so long (almost a month) and also made my numbers plateau. Basically retained tissue.

After i got my blood work yesterday i started cramping and bleeding heavily. I knew the miscarriage was here. It was bittersweet. With wondering and worrying since 8/19 it was finally coming to the end. I knew things weren't going to be good, but i was hoping for a miracle. Found out things weren't headed anywhere at 6w4d and miscarried exactly 2 weeks later at 8w4d.

Dr. said no d&c is needed since i am miscarrying naturally. Also to wait 1 cycle to start TTC again. I guess i'll call when i'm ready to try again and get on Clomid. Was categorized as blighted ovum.

So here goes to trying again.... hoping for my rainbow after this healing process. So unfair. I feel so cheated and so heartbroken. I think the thing that makes me most hurt is the fact i had my first m/c in the beginning of trying and then hoping and praying i never have to go through it again. Especially since i've been trying for 23 months. Then having exactly what i was afraid of, happen again. Pisses me off, hurts, depresses me, confuses me... it's just crazy.