I came by to check on you, Hoping. I'm so sorry.

How are you doing?
Hey ella, thanks for checking in, just read your post in your journal, glad you're back! A break every now and again is good
I'm not doing great, but I think you more than anyone understands what it feels like. Feel like a failure, and panicking I'll never be able to complete my family. One I could attribute to bad luck, but two makes me think something is wrong... And of course no one here will help til I have another loss... I'm just a whole lot sad and frustrated, I know I've been blessed with one, but I'm not done yet!
Anyway, trying to stay positive like you always do and I've just stocked up on my opks and my softcups, and have my accupuncture session on Monday. Hoping I'll be one of the lucky few who are super fertile after a mc (I wasn't with my last one but it's different with a d&c I think). Hoping it'll be third time lucky with us...
I know you're trying not to get your hopes up but your chart is looking great - I hope it means great things too! Xx