I miscarried at 7 weeks in February, and I learned a valuable lesson - to be careful what you say to people - no matter who or where they are - as you can't be certain that your lighthearted comment won't hurt them. Let me explain...
I had been bleeding for a while and, after ringing NHS Direct, I was advised to go to the local hospital to see the Out Of Hours GP. He was pretty useless, and I had to drag information and advice from him. He said it could be a miscarriage but that I'd just have to 'wait and see'. How comforting. I asked if I needed to go home and take it easy, or if I should just carry on as normal. He advised the latter.
To try to take our minds off it, hubby and I went for a wander around a local soft furnishings store. I was in a fair amount of discomfort - like bad period pains - and understandably was feeling delicate. A young mum of about 19 years old was chasing her young daughter around the store and trying, unsuccessfully, to catch her. As the little one passed me I smiled, and as her mum followed her she looked at me and said 'never have kids'.
In all fairness to her, she could in no way have had any idea what I was going through at that moment in time. But at the same time I felt unbelievably hurt. It made me realise how often we make small talk or flippant comments in jest with passersby or other people in the supermarket checkout queue...how do we know how our comments will affect them?
At that time I just felt like saying to the young mum, 'be grateful you have a lively, beautiful daughter to chase around, others aren't so lucky'.