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@josephine3
Please send me some luck i desperately want to be joining you both next cycle but im alrady fearing yet more bfns and af isnt even here yet.
I just want mt rainbow so so badly and im terrified its never ever going to happen.
All ive done is cry since 10dpo and now 14dpo and waiting for the stupid hag to show its pure torture.
I just think im too old now.
No matter what we do what we try nothing works.
@Kiwiberry
Cramping and feeling neasea is alot more than i ever get in the 2ww. I bet you get your bfp next.
I new josephine3 was pregnant and told her she would get bfp and now look. And i feel the same way about you.
Its just myself i have no hope at all for. I think my time is well and truly up and im too old to have anymore.
It breaks my heart because i want and long and ache for my rainbow baby more than anything.
Not sure how much longer i will be on here. If it dont happen in the next few months then ill be leaving.
Its just too hard seeing everyone get there bfp and im still stuck ttc. Like i said as soon as the witch shows thats cycle 17 trying. So a year and a half and nothing but 3 losses.
U seem to fall easy so u will be pregnant again soon. I bet your be posting lines in the next day or so.
If your not ill be very very surprised. Esp with all your symptoms!
I forgot to answer your question regarding my nan and mum menopause. My nan had a full hysterectomy at 27 because she had cancer of the womb and overies. My mum had her tubes burnt and taken out at 23, but said she hit menopause at 56 years old.
Im not in peri menopause yet as ive had all my hormones checked in march and april.
@josephine3
My cervix stayed low firm and closed with my boys until i was in the late second trimester.
Would love it to go and stay soft from ovulation, but its didnt with my sons.
I did have the waves of neasea with them like you and heightened smell.
I did have the heightened smell with my loss in early feb just b4 my bfp.
I just wish i didnt loss that one esp if that was my last chance!
@RedRose19
Unfortunately she hasnt showed until 18dpo the last 2 cycles, she can show at 16 17dpo but as she hasnt until 18dpo the past 2 cycles i guess i have to wait until then again. Another 4 days. Maybe 5 as i didn't ovulate until late on cd10. I just pary so much next cycle, cycle 17 ttc will finally be mine.
I just hope my time isnt up, i hate being older. I just want my rainbow so so much
I sympathize on the feeling you're having rn, I really want my bfp so badly. It's Q's first baby, and he's the only man I've been with who actually wants kids and does so well with my 4 I already have.
