Hi ladies. I apologize in advance for being a Negative Nancy.
So, my mom lied to me. She had told me that moving was fine with my dad and he even said he would be "happy to have us home." Talk about the biggest lie of the century. I called to talk to my dad about moving, and my mom answered. I said I needed to talk to dad, and she said that's a bad idea. I'm like, what? She then told me she lied to me, and dad wants nothing to do with us coming home. I talked to him, and most of the conversation went a little like this...
'Do you know how inconvenient you and Erik coming would be?'
'You know you get on my nerves.'
'I don't want you to stress out your mother.'
'It's already difficult here without you. Do you want to make it worse?'
'We don't have the money.'
'How do you expect Erik to get a job around here since he's blind?'
'Do you know how nice it has been since you've been gone?'
All of that, plus some I don't care to post.
After these two years being gone, I thought my Dad and I had worked out most of our differences. But, this just blew me away. I can't believe my own father would say that to me. I'm done. I've tried my best to mend what amount of relationship we had, but I'm done trying. He can kiss my inconvenient ASS.
Ugh, I'm so angry. So, we're not moving. To be quite honest, DH and I are contemplating postponing the trip in May to visit. I'm not putting DH through all this crap with my dad. I just wanna scream.
But, on the good side, since all this has come about, my MIL and FIL have decided to help DH and I out.
You see, DH is blind, and he has eye drops that preserve what little vision he has left. His parents have always paid for them out of pocket, since he hasn't had insurance since he was 23. That being said, those eye drops (there's three) per month, cost about $600 combined. So, if DH gets Medicaid, they will help pay for his eye drops, freeing up most of, if not all of that $600. So, what my IL's have said, is they are willing to put that money into helping pay for rent for an apartment for DH and I. We'd pay most of it, and they'd pay the rest. I just love how supportive they are. And if we were out of their house, all the issues we have would be gone.
So, now we have a new plan. Get DH on Medicaid, and get the HELL out of here!
So, anyway, sorry for being negative. It's been hellish recently.
And AF is being awful this time around. I'm going to use OPK's after AF is over, just to see if I even O this cycle. It would be a miracle if I did!
I love you all! Praying for your DH's SA, Mrs. Vet! Also praying for you, Kaniya that you get your BFP! How are you doing, lilsoy?
Like they couldn't tell me that monday when they told me to call today! 
So, I'm going to keep packing things slowly, and hopefully we can celebrate our 2 year anniversary in our own home! If not, at least my birthday! 
