Peacenik
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They took my blood to test levels today. I should know more tomorrow afternoon.
I thought I was doing ok, bit I am not. I hate having a ray of hope to have it stripped over and over and over and over again. I wish I could curl up on my bed and ignor the world, but I have responsibilities. Every hour or two though I have collapsed in a corner to feel sad and I finally allowed myself to cry.
Update.
Ob office called today and said the hcg was 658. Looking back at all my notes and things I wrote on another TTC board I just don't know what is going on.
Here is the whole story with dates. Maybe someone else can make something of it. On march 27 I started to miscarry, I bled for a couple of weeks and spotted for longer. I had a faintly positive frer test on the 18 of April and a for sure negative test on the 21. I also noted a ton of ewcm on the 21-23. We bd on the 22, and ff says I ovulated on the 23...so five days after my last faintly positive frer after miscarriage. I didn't think I could ovulate so soon after a positive preg test so we didn't protect. That was the only time new conception could have occurred. On may 2 I started to bleed lightly, the 3-4 I bled heavily, 5 was a medium flow, and the 6th I bled light again...a fairly normal period for me. Every day since that day I have spotted. On Sunday the 12th I got a positive pregnancy test. Monday my blood draw showed the level at 658, today another digital test was positive, and tomorrow I have to go in for another draw to see if the levels are rising or falling. Yesterday, the day of the ultrasound I would have been day 20 past ovulation. I would have expected to have seen something by then of there were anything to see, but nothing was apparent on the ultrasound. I am so confused.
Awesome, I'm so sorry this is confusing. Until one goes through it, you just think you are either pregnant or that you aren't - that there isn't really a middle ground. I don't want to scare you, but with my ectopic I had a period and about a week afterward I took a test because I felt off (and had a little tiny bit of spotting which was odd) and I got a BFP. I really am hoping the best for you and that you get some answers soon. Waiting is so hard.
