Well, af is due today and no signs of her. My boobs are really starting to hurt and reminds me of my last pregnancy. I'm also having a lot of other symptoms, my cervix is super high and soft, closed. My cm is creamy and not at all watery and no pink to be seen. I took a frer about an hour ago, no hold thinking it's the day of af so I should show a blaring positive, bfn. It's the new stupid curve test that I'm reading is really a piece of crap.
The only reason I question the test is my cervix, it is high and soft just like my last pregnancies, including the mcs, typically before af it is very low and hard and watery like af is coming. So I don't know what to do, I feel like I should just wait until Monday because then af will definitely be late, but yet I also want to know too. I feel like I am possibly preggo but these damn tests are giving me doubt. ugh
whilst your af still away you still in Hun. Hope you are okay it's a really emotional time this TWW and it's very draining emotionally. Keeping fingers crossed for you lovely. I've just ordered two proper FRERs lol after buying wrong ones lol luckily buy on get one free and got them on next day delivery lol. I have a headache and that could be the weather as its very muggy here and o always get headaches in stormy weather lol or most likely af looming. Af due today it would be a real short cycle for me as ovd a week early or just under. I normally at 32days. I was sure this morning she was coming. Bbs don't hurt anymore and no more cramps just the spd type pain but that's a little better! I have been getting these weird dizzy spells especially when bending over. :-/ I'm booked in to see Doc next Friday as I worried why I'm getting so many symptoms (if not pg and that's looking likely)
lol so embarrassing! Guess it's a waiting game now I've got some FRERs coming tomorrow as the test I bought wasn't the early result first response it was another apparantly less sensitive one also by FR! Confusing! 
hope you going ok. I'm finally accepting it's prob over this month. 11/12 dpo (11 day LP) If I'm not pg I want to move on to next cycle and hope dates line up for oh being home the next month and ones after.... Just more pressure. He's away three weeks then home three weeks. Makes for awkward timing it with my ovulations.
