Af due around 26th July..anyone want to buddy up x

[weeyin09]

everyone, fx for you all x
I think I might have a break if it doesn't work out next cycle too, will see how I feel but the stress does get on top of you sometimes, although I mainly feel it now cause af is due & then the closer I get to O again I start to be more optimistic so probably just the way our hormones at this point in our cycle make us feel

 

[ilovepiano]

.... then the closer I get to O again I start to be more optimistic so probably just the way our hormones at this point in our cycle make us feel

I hope that's it!

even the pharmacist i went to buy from was preggo

i bought two clearblue digital tests. spent a fortune really but don't really care at the moment. tomorrow when i open my eyes i'll

 

[weeyin09]

Well spotting has started for me so onto cycle 5...

 

[ilovepiano]

Well spotting has started for me so onto cycle 5...

Bummer!

 

[weeyin09]

Defo ! Not sure whether I will try this cycle or not could really use a break from the dissapointment

 

[ilovepiano]

Defo ! Not sure whether I will try this cycle or not could really use a break from the dissapointment

give it time, then see how you feel about it later. i said i would also maybe take a break, but then i'd be wasting an eggy, so... not sure what i'll do myself. I'm just and sad at the moment.

i am still feeling very slight and thin cramps at the moment, i cannot decide what they are. I don't think it's gas as i went to the bathroom earlier... my bb's are still large but it's less painful than y'day. don't know what to think! i wish i did not symptom spot ever!

 

[weeyin09]

I know its so hard but i know what you mean i also feel like it would be like a wasted cycle!

 

[ilovepiano]

I know its so hard but i know what you mean i also feel like it would be like a wasted cycle!

exactly. this all is nerve wrecking!

 

[Hopeful H]

Just went to the toilet and there is a brownish tinge there so I'm out too.

I'd like to be able to take a break but when I was going for all my hormone tests the doc told me it look likes I have a low ovarian reserve, so I can't really.

 

[ilovepiano]

Gosh hopeful!! well we women are the most complicated species ever! and every woman has a certain number of eggs that she'll produce during her life, once they're finished it's menopaulse - ouch! So yeah, thinking about it now, maybe we shouldn't waste any of them. they already go to waste on their own lol!

 

[nimbec]

Hi Ladies I just wanted to pop in and say i felt exactly the same as all of you, i had been trying for 9 months and before that no contraception for 2 yrs ...all BFN i was distraught every month even thought abiut the break but then i thought i'd be more stressed feeling like i had wasted a month ... Ieventually got my BFP and i have pcos, very few periods, and had losses too BUT i did it here i am pg and it will happen to you too. It just seems like it never will.

I used clomid, SMEP, Robitssuin, teaspoon honey everyday, cut out sugar and caffene and tried morning BD.

HUGS to you all please don't give up hope DAMN WITCH!!!!!

 

[ilovepiano]

Thanks for your wise words Nimbec! i sometimes feel like everyone else will have a little bundle and i won't. and i have quite a strong maternal instinct! i can't see a baby of a friend and/or relative without holding it for a while, and i almost always manage to calm them down and they fall asleep comfortably... we'll see. i'm being very pessimistic today while yesterday and Sunday i was full of hope. So maybe it's hormones. I'll have an indication tomorrow morning. i'll test 1st thing in the morn - it'll be 12dpo.

 

[wantbb2]

I feel like af will arrive any moment
Tested this morning, nothing! Although my sis is still adamant she can see something. She's now on her way over with 1 of her "good tests" I just didn't have the heart to tell her af will soon be here. She's been trying for 13 years and has recurrent m/c so maybe I should stop moaning. I agree about the feeling of wasting an egg, maybe I will keep trying

 

[ilovepiano]

wantbb2

 

[Hopeful H]

AF is definitely here

At least we can start clomid now and know that we're doing everything we can. Fx for the rest of you ladies!

 

[nimbec]

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

 

[weeyin09]

I've just had that one spot when i wiped this morning,nothing since then. It was like discharge with a tinge of pink, oh how my body likes to mess with me!

 

[ilovepiano]

I've just had that one spot when i wiped this morning,nothing since then. It was like discharge with a tinge of pink, oh how my body likes to mess with me!

Lol yeah suddenly it turns weird on you doesn't it!! arrgh! i'm more nervous and in a badder (do you say that?) mood tonight. poor hubby!

 

[Apple111]

Oh girls I'm sorry it's so hard.. I know how I felt N def understand the not wanting to waste an egg.. At one stage I was not on contraception for 2 years it's so frustrating ... Hugs to you all xxxx like nimbec said..try and stay hopeful, I know it's hard, I felt the same but I now have my bfp.. Don't give up girls xx I know I've said it before but I'm sure clear blue smiley faces helped me and we dtd 5 times around that period. I def kept little swimmers well plugged in for hours after xx

 

[wantbb2]

Thanks ladies

More spotting and backache af will prob show her face tonight or tomorrow
So disappointed but onwards to the next cycle I suppose..
Good luck ilovepiano for testing tomorrow hun fx for you and any other ladies that are still in the running

to you all