Time I'm so sorry
My cycle after was a fairly normal one although I do think AF came 1-2 days earlier than expected. I know how you feel, none of my 2 IVF cycles gave me any frosties. In the 1st one the 2 last embies didn't make it (don't know why) and in my 2nd I only had 2 embies total which was 1 top quality one they put back in (that I'm currently about 11 weeks pregnant with) and an embie that had a huge amount of fragmentation that they had to destroy. If you're concerned about egg quality, you could also try Royal Jelly, I took it for about 2-3 months before my 1st IVF and also for IVF #2 although I don't know if it had any effect or not since I don't know if I had an actual egg quality issue, just figured it couldn't hurt to give the eggs a little boost.
Kat79 - you're doing the right thing with your family. I'm so glad your husband's am is supportive and normal!! The less contact is definitely the way to go.
Thanks miranda
Yeah I truely feel this is the way to go although it does sadden me a bit still that things couldn't have been different. I have been speculating on why the most toxic brother is so nasty to me (other than our toxic mother would triangulate and set him up against me plus encourage competition between us) and I'm wondering if it has to do with the fact I had my father (until he passed 17 years ago) while he was the product of an affair and never met his father nor had any interest in doing so. My father was the only husband my toxic mother stuck with (she divorced the previous 4) so don't know if that's also lead to bad feelings from my siblings as well although I don't understand it as our mother has been a horrible mother and my 2 other siblings that didn't have her much in their lives really didn't miss out on anything
kat - family drama is so irritating! I do not get along with my family very well but that's why I live in CA and they live in MI and NJ. I like it that way. My father posted on facebook that he's going to move to CA to be closer to his grandbabies and I nearly had a heart attack. If that happens, I am moving. Period. When your family is toxic I really believe the best thing to do is just ... remove them from your life. It's hard and not a lot of people agree but I want to be happy and don't put up with bullshit very well.
I'm so sorry you also have family issues
Here's hoping your father doesn't mean it and it's just something he wrote because it sounds good.
That's exactly what I'm doing, I just wish there was a way to semi-block their profiles on FB without their knowledge to remove any temptation to look at them. Oh believe me I know a bit about less than understanding people. My in-laws don't know the full extent of it but they haven't shown much understanding either. I even mentioned this nasty email the most toxic brother sent me a few months before my wedding with their son and they put it all down to "a misunderstanding" when clearly despite the fact that there was a bit of one, it didn't give my brother license to be so nasty and condescending plus he gaslighted a bunch of "past hurts" so it made me look like a super selfish person e.g. the fact that DH and I simply couldn't afford to at the time fly to the US for his daughter's Christening, he made it sound more like it was us not wanting to come and told me how embarrassing it was for him to field questions from his wife's family (who are pretty wealthy BTW) on why DH and I hadn't been to the US to visit his daughter during the 1st year of her life (it was both finances and the fact my DH was doing a lot of travelling for the company he was at the time and couldn't say no to any of it). Sorry, ended up a longer rant than intended so will stop here but you get the gist of how his email was
Think he ended his super long email with choice words on me being selfish and how I should "get over myself" and learn to think about other people (plus how him and his wife weren't coming to the wedding until I apologised for my "totally sarcastic email" where I only mentioned I was sad they couldn't stay more than a couple of days for the wedding since they hadn't met DH in the previous 5 years) which is just so off base it isn't even funny
(Here's the whole email plus my answers to him if you're interested:
https://www.reddit.com/r/raisedbynarcissists/comments/32cgpy/wedding_drama_part_1_gc_nbro/)
Anyway so glad that your scan went so well and you heard their hb's, I hope I get to hear mine at my nuchal scan on April 6th. Sorry though that you won't be able to give birth naturally but yeah if it's best for the babies than I can see why that birth plan is better.