Abii: its grwat you have a good attitude it can be so hard to stay positive sometimes with the constant let down. Fx all those extra measures will pay off this month and you get your october baby! I can massively relate with the busy end of year as mine, dh, my dad, dh uncle, my sisters, hunters and phoenix birthday and christnas all in the space of a month it is a very expensive and crazy time of year for us especially now as phoenix is here!