Good morning everyone.
Had a dream this morning, that I saw my grandparents who are both decease less than two years ago three weeks apart.
My grand dad was at a membership club talking to a group and ignoring me, I asked the couple why was he ignoring me when in walk this woman and sat in his lap. I got up push her legs off him and told her I was his granddaughter at which point he said nothing. I started beating up this woman, followed her to her car jumped on it and almost ripped her arm off her body while she sped away.
Went back into the club to confront my GD and overheard him saying he was lonely and wants someone in his life, when I got in I saw my GM standing among the members looking at him with a shock look on her face, she had on a floral dress well made and the gold of her skin shine through it. He than turned to me and said he needs a companion and I said not that ugly black skinny wrench and walk away to spread the news of what happen. At that very moment I saw a doctor and asked if she could take my blood to see if I'm pregnant. She did in a somewhat painful way and said to me "you are pregnant" I asked how could you tell when you have not tested it and she points out the difference between a pregnant blood and non pregnancy blood without checking it. I was like WOW!!!!
I assume that because I have unsolved issue with my grandmother, she never liked me and treated me poorly because of my skin tone (darker than all others) it surface in a dream and the pregnancy is due to my desire for a child and scared of testing my mind (sub) combine these two elements together in order to know that one: I need to forgive the orge and move on, that is the only way I get past certain aspect of my life. two: Go test and get this thing over with also it would be a way for me to face my fear of getting a negative result. What do you ladies think (oh they died three weeks apart and were married for 65 yrs. They looked like they were in their forties when I had the dream hence I was not even born as yet)
OH MY WORD BAILEE I SEE YOUR POST ABOUT YOUR GRANDMOTHER, HOW IS SHE DOING. DONT EVEN MENTION SLIP AWAY TO ME. CAUSE I HATE TO HEAR IT. I AM WITH YOU IN COMFORT AND MY PRAYERS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY....... HUGS TO YOU.
Myshelong sorry if AF shows her head, sometimes I hate her and other times I just love her. In your case its hate. hope you enjoy the weekend and BTW what digs? is it your pet or machine?
Simple, whey a gaawn with ya. Mi caan hear frm ya, link mi nuh pon the site. (Jamaican- What is happening with you, I cannot hear from you so basically keep in touch with us on the thread).
AFM: Boring as heck, wanted to go to church today but nothing to wear and its raining and the streets in this country are not the best when flooded, my car would be submerged. I have a MR-2 two seater. So I am home with heavy rain and bored, which I had something to drink. Still no AF, had the aches again this morning but they are now gone, they only come in the mornings before I get up and leave. I am going to wait until CD 41 then test which would be next week that way the hcg should have enough time to build up and if I get a negative then I just have to drink raw aloe vera to bring Mrs Flow on the road again. I am surprise I am so brave holding out and not really feeling the urge to by keeping busy. Ten cheers for me yay!
Anyway enjoy the weekend ladies and have a good one.
thanks
