I just need to talk...

[jeoestreich]

So I haven't tested yet. I did not leave my house this weekend. LOL And today when I went to Walmart, I totally forgot to buy a test. So I am thinking about taking a field trip to Walgreen's and buying a test. But as of today, my boobs are bigger (my husband commented on this. He actually said "Oh my Goodness, you boobs are huge."), nausea, lightheaded, heartburn, still super emotional, and no sex drive. The no sex drive thing is totally not normal for me. I am always wanting to jump my husband or just taking care of it myself but not lately. Which totally sucks.

Mas~Hugs...that sucks. Hopefully next cycle.

 

[jeoestreich]

And I found out today that my coworker is knocked up. Ugh...

 

[AC1987]

aww jeo well maybe you too are preg! You never know

 

[Angel baby]

Jeo- can't wait to hear about your test!!! Hope it's positive!!!!

 

[hoping4girl]

J-my fingers are super crossed for you!!!

 

[hoping4girl]

ok...someone needs to tell me why I thought it was a good idea to eat an entire pizza (tostinos...so small) for lunch, then eat a cupcake...then eat a piece of cake....and I still want more freakin pizza....pretty glad I only bought one at the store yesterday...

 

[AC1987]

Aww I still find myself forcing lunch and dinner into myself no appetite for it

I made cream of potato soup for dinner

 

[jeoestreich]

I tested today and it was negative. But it was like my third urine of the day. I just do not know anymore.

 

[Angel baby]

That sucks!!! Do you know how many dpo you are? When is FS appt?

 

[jeoestreich]

I cannot get into the FS until the 31st. Ugh...I have an appointment for a physical tomorrow though so I might talk to her about it.

 

[plastikpony]

So sorry Jeo!! I'm totally convinced that you're preggo! Just hang in there. I reckon we're pregnant until proved otherwise

I still have no symptoms Hyper emotional but that could just be regular pms. I mean, I'm emotional even when I don't have pms!! 11 dpo. Will test on 14th as am due on 13th.

Hoping, that's a lotta food girl!! WOW! And still wanting more??! I am seriously impressed!!! I'm feeling a bit like AC at the moment. I don't actually get hungry and I just can' think of a food that I actually feel like eating, so I'm forcing myself to eat meals. Ugh.

 

[AC1987]

I hope all you ladies are feeling good today! Jeo, you could be preg! That or awfully close to it

So I'm trying to drink more fluids during the day, only its not working, I KEEP peeing!! I want it to stay WITH ME! Not leave my body so fast.

 

[hoping4girl]

Yes, I did eat a lot...then I took a nap...and had a horrible food hangover Bad idea, I knew it would be when I did it, but I did it anyway. So I threw the cake away

And I feel like poo, but emotionally, cuz my husbands a dick. I was trying to talk to him about stuff last night, ask him why he could not give a crap about anything. I told him I know when I talk to him about baby stuff he totally ignores me, shuts down and doesn't say anything to me, and he said, yep. I know I do that, and I don't know why. I'm going to sleep. That's the last thing he said to me last night...came in this morning to say goodbye and half ass told me he loved me, I really wanted to stiff arm him and tell him to shove it. But I just ignored him...which is now my new approach to anything he says to me And I KNOW he will just blame it on my hormones and try to blow it off, but I'm not letting him get away with that. It wasn't my hormones. He does it all the time. So yeah....I'm pissed. And I'm gonna power clean the house, get it spotless and make him feel bad. I don't know why a spotless house will make him feel bad...THAT I'm sure is my hormones. And my hormones were telling me to drive to my brothers house last night. But....I didn't. I knew I was being stupid. Anyway, this probably doesn't make much sense, but thanks for listening to me vent. I'm an idiot.

AC~the more you drink the more you pee!!! LOL thats what I have learned anyway

 

[AC1987]

Hi ladies

Making meatballs for dinner, https://www.slowandsimple.com/Barbecued_Cocktail_Meatballs-r-818.html those infact they're a tiny tiny bit burnt NO idea how it happened.

Still drinking water lots, my bladder has been hurting so I'm kinda hoping I don't get an infection.

 

[jeoestreich]

I totally slept thru my appointment this morning. Rescheduled it for Friday.

Those look good AC.

I have decided that when my hubby is at work, I am going to expand what I learn how to bake. So every month, I am going to make a new tart recipe, cookie recipe, bread recipe, and some other bake good of my choice recipe. Plus I have decided to teach myself to cook. (I do not know if this is a good idea or not but what the heck.) So I am starting with soups. Plus a coworker and I decided that this coming winter we are going to do 12 days of Soups for the holiday season. LOL

AC~Have you determined when you are due yet?

 

[Angel baby]

:wave: Hello Ladies! I'm in a very pissy mood! So.... I resorted to Patron! ! <------ (not wine, patron)

Hoping- I know how you feel here lately. I'm a little aggravated with DH, he has yet to sit down and talk to me about this whole vacation crap and fertility doc. Instead, when I tell him to talk to me, or what's bothering me, he clams up and goes fishing! (let me remind you it's winter)! LOL! It is Texas and has been a little strange weather at this point but I'm pissed. Anyways, If it's not him blaming my hormones (AF or meds!) blah, blah, blah, blah, bla!

Now, I will admit, I am very hormonal and gets worse I think every month. But ONLY you girls will know that! LMAO!

I'm also a little upset at my IRRESPONSIBLE 17 year old and his Dad! Why in the hell can't I be just care free, unorganized and irresposible as him!

Anywho, I'm CD4- 3rd day of clomid, had not had headaches for side effects. Today around 2:30pm, I didn't necessarily have a headache but a very stiff like neck and head. Feel like I'm nervous and tense or slept wrong but I'm not sure if that constitutes a headace or if I just have a crick all the sudden in the middle of the day! Sooooo.... patron, my friend has relieved it a little. I'm still pissed at everything and just trying to keep it together without crumbling or anyone noticing!

 

[Angel baby]

JEO- I have millions of cookbooks for you that I need to get rid of! LOL! I have a ton of taste of home magazines and southern living! You should subscribe to them because they are the bomb!

 

[jeoestreich]

I will take them! I love cookbooks. My husband use to be a chef so I did not have to cook because he usually brought food home for us. But now he isn't, so I think it is about time I learn how to cook.

 

[Mas1118]

Patron sounds good right now! And cake and pizza and cupcakes and soup and all the other food everyone is talking about. I'm on cd 3 today and tomorrow I start acupuncture for fertility at a specialist- the same one who gave me acupuncture to put me in labour almost nine yrs ago with my son! I'm excited and hopeful so hopefully all the supplements and treatments will do the trick!
Jeo, I still think your preggers! Maybe test again in a few days!

 

[jeoestreich]

Padron does sound good. All my symptoms are like normal PMS for me except for the low sex drive. So IDK.