
we can wallow in self pity together those two days.

My sister is due the week before my due date, so January is going to be a rough month for me.
I agree with having something to look forward to even though our loss's will play on our minds and hearts.
I have only taken 100mg of soy (bought it at walmart - purple bottle) and took two at night right before bed from CD3-CD7 (this past cycle I forgot CD7 and I still O'd early). It works for some and doesnt for some. Fingers crossed it works for you! When do you usually O? How long are your cycles?
Aww, that must be so hard for you, having a sister who is a week ahead of you. I will be thinking of you, Hun
My cycles have been abit messed up since i lost Baby C. So i dont have an average cycle length. It was 32 days last month, so I am going by that this month. And i dont know when I ovulate either, so im taking OPKs this month. Had negatives last night and tonight. But my ticker says I am due to O on New Years Day, so FXd.
xx
Fingers Crossed!!! Have Fun!
My cycles were always very sparatic before my mc and got even longer after my mc. I started using soy isoflavones ( and I know they dont work for everyone, but they have worked for me so far - used them 2 cycles so far) and I would take 100mg CD3-CD7 (purple bottle from walmart, but you can get whichever ones) at night so I wouldnt get sick, just in case, and instead of O'ing CD18-CD22 or longer I have O'd CD14 the last 2 cycles! A few days difference means alot!!! I love opks!
Hey Everyone!!!! Hope all of you had a nice holiday! Time is standing still for me! I am patiently waiting for this cycle to end so I can call the doc and get my testing underway but today is cd 14 and I haven't O"D yet. Saw someone I used to be very close with (but we had a falling out years ago) and she is pregs. UGHHHHH would have been due around the same time as my 2nd mc. I guess it kind of gave me an incentive to put up with the testing to see if I can find a cause of the mc's.
Try - sorry January will be hard for you! Hope you get a sticky bean to make Januray the best month ever for you!

to all!
Thanks! I hope 2011 will be an awesome year for us all! 2010 sucked for us!
Pregnant new and old friends seem to be everywhere......

Makes my head hurt!
I too am hoping for a BFP in January. I just got AF 2 days ago so I still have 1 more month to test. Hehe
I'm giving it to God this month
Hi girls - well I am being driven mad by extremely sore boobs - but can't even get excited as one of the symptoms of my low progesterone is also sore boobs... but there's a little part of me still hoping....shall I test again in the morning? Will be about 10-11 dpo
mpepe - I feel for you hun. I've done lots of waiting for tests in my time and the limbo is torture - hope you get some results that help
Welcome Amy & princess - hoping the new year bring the babies of your dreams!
Shelleney - hope that champagne makes you as frisky as it does me, then your OV should be perfectly timed, don't forget to warm up to it in the next couple of days though!
Tryfor - I hope we are all at our journies end soon. I've been TTC for exactly 2 years this cycle. I was visiting my in laws in Peru for xmas 2 years ago when I fell for my baby Soloman - the 1st of my MMCs... can't believe it's been so long now. At the time I thought nothing could touch me and all would be plain sailing as it had been with my gorgeous daughter and now I know I'll never have that priviledge again
2011 WILL be our year!
Hi all :wave:
Feisty - your chart is looking very good. FXed...will you test again on new years or before? I love your idea of lifting off a lantern for your LO.
Blue - Nice NYE plans - we've got none really...just me and OH and a bottle of bubbly and lighting a candle for "wee nut" and hoping that next year will be our year to become parents on this earth.
Chilli - have you tested again yet?...I would wait till DPO14 but I'm a cautious tester after too many disappointments. Whatever makes you feel better...good symptoms though.
Mpepe - hope you get your tests done soon...limbo is no fun.
Shelleney - hoping you O soon
Try - my sister just gave birth (our babies were going to be 3 months apart). It was really hard I'm not going to lie to you but after a good cry and hug from OH...I have really started to love my niece - she is beautiful and just inspires me because I know I want to be a mom!
Cla - Excellent! Catch that egg!
PS. Where's
Kelster???
I think that is exactly what I am going to do. Have an insanely good cry

I am pampering myself jan into feb. Once I get AF I am going to tan alittle to clear my skin again, get my teeth whitened, get a manicure and pedicure, a body massage at the spa, start my nutrisystem diet food and workout at the gym again.....If I cant be pregnant I am going to look fantastic while doing it!

Maybe it'll boost my self-esteem up again!
Plus we have an adoption appointment for information scheduled for Jan 19th, if we accept the challenge, training will start the 25th of Jan. Calling for my annual OBGYN appointment and also starting my RE appointments again! Told DH this morning he has to do his SA and produce again for the IUI!
I have got plans this time. No more pussyfooting around. I am tired of NOT being pregnant!
I was wondering where kelster was hope she is ok xxxxx
I believe our love Kels is taking a short break. But I did just notice she had commented on this!
"LOVE YA KELS!!!"
Cla, Have fun boinking!
Mpepe you found me..

you figured out my hide out spot...

nahh been in that thread since I started posting on here.. hee hee
I haven't left ya.. I just am taking a break... but I am routing ya ALL on....
I was really sick last week- hence the very high temps on my FF chart.. so you can see as soon as I got better my temps came right back down to where they always are soooooooI still haven't O'd..but I am OK.. really I am......
gonna try to figure out what we are gonna do for 2011.... hubby will be 42 in 4 months I will be 41 in eight months..... just not sure if we have it in us anymore..... we might and we might not.... I still have my referral to the fertility specialists- so we'll see
I miss you guys and ONLY wish the best for ALL of you...
I promise to make it a point to come on everyday to say

and to see who has graduated....
HAPPY NEW YEARS
Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Ya!
AFM, 11DPO, feel absolutely NON-pregnant and waiting to just get af here and over with. My grand scheme of things will commence as soon as the bloody bitch arrives!
I am wondering if really and truly just laying off ttc and just go with the flow and relax is my winning ticket.

Who knows?.....But at least I will be completely busy!!!

TO ALL!
P.S. Everyone is updated!!!