I had the worst dream last night. I had just given birth to my baby girl, when someone came in and took her from me. I couldn't find her for the life of me, and even in dream land, I have never been so scared in my life. Then I discovered who had taken her, and I had to kill all of them, and I'm not a violent person in the least, so I was really surprised it was me killing them in my dream and not my husband, who is a marine and was a turret gunner during his deployment in Afghanistan. It was so horrible. I woke up this morning feeling so upset. I know it was just a dream, but this is my baby. It would kill me to have something happen to her at this point.
In other news, I have a OBGYN appointment today. Not really looking forward to it, besides getting to hear Lilah's heartbeat. I can't wait to move home and switch over to a midwife.