Hey ladies!!! I'm loving all the bump and scan pics!!! I have a nice bump going....I try to remember to post a pic later. Our next scan is Wednesday. I'll be 15w5d, so I'm really hoping we might get lucky and see the gender. I know it's super early and definitely not getting my hopes up. But it would be really nice because I sure could use some uplifting....
As some of you read a week or two back, I was having a pretty rough time. Well, life hasn't gotten any better. Worse actually.
I feel as though I have been in a constant state of stress. It seems as though everyday, it's something. And not small shit either. Yesterday, my husband was working for the company I manage and was transporting some construction materials from one of our buildings to another and got into a really bad accident. His trailer was too heavy and once he got momentum going, the trailer ended up driving the truck. It tossed him across the opposite lane of traffic on a road where people travel 55-70mph, flipped him around and into a 15-20' ditch and was only stopped from flipping over by slamming into a light post. The trailer flipped and was ripped right off the truck. The entire bed of the truck is gone. We have no idea how he walked out of it. But he did, and we're beyond lucky. I'll try and post some pics later/tomorrow. He's at the dr now getting checked out for a sore neck, back and arm. He'll be ok though.
What makes it all worse is it was my boss's personal truck. The same boss who practically forced me out the door once he found out I was pregnant. So not only am I dealing with almost losing my husband, my boss is livid and my workload just increased tenfold. I haven't slept in about a day and a half because I have so much on my mind.
I feel like the worst mother because I don't even think about my pregnancy anymore. There's just so much other shit going on. I need a vacation. Or a cigarette. Or xanax. Pregnancy sure does take away all the fun shit, lol.
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