Just anecdotal but maybe it will somehow encourage you to know: with my daughter I didn't get pregnant for 9 months with very good timing and even a couple of iui. Then we tried again without medical help and I got pregnant twice with losses, then with my daughter. 3 cycles in a row. So the 9 months before didn't mean I wasn't fertile, just had bad luck I guess.
I think with regular Cy les you still have a chance. Egg quality does decline with age but eventually a good one will come and this will be you rainbow. Grieving your loss has nothing to do with the family you have, and it's completely valid to feel that way. You don't have to feel bad for feeling bad, too...
Thanks love. Such kind words thank you. means a lot.
I hope your doing well and your pregnancy is going smoothly.
Suggerhoney if you're still ovulating - and your OPKs and temp are pretty much certain that you are, apart from that one month (and it's not unusual for women of *any* age to have random anovulatory cycles) then you are still fertile. As for egg quality, that's another matter.
It took me almost 3 years to conceive my first, and that was in my 20s with absolutely no issues, and since then I've experienced the other end of hyperfertility (5 of my 12 pregnancies we're actually conceived while we were preventing a pregnancy, and having fraternal twins means I ovulated two eggs that month).
That to say that fertility can fluctuate throughout the course of our childbearing years.
I truly believe your rainbow baby is waiting for you and will be joining you soon.
Thanks my love.
It’s you ladies that keeps me going. If I didn’t have you ladies I think I would of given up by now.
So I’ve had something odd happen tonight.
Earlier on about 3 ish hours or so ago I was in the bathroom and when I wiped I had kind of ewcm, which is normal for me a few days before AF. But this time it was pink and not clear like it normally is.
It was a very very pale pink.
Happened on a few wipes and then stopped:
My ibs has been awful tonight, a lot of lower tummy ache like just above the pubic bone.
Just been to the loo again and nothing.
I can have spotting when AF starts, but it’s usually a slightly darker pink and soon picks up to full on red and heavy.
Like for example when AF started I was 14dpo so that was a bit earlier than normol, I normally don’t start until 15 16 or even 17dpo.
Anyway I had terrible Af cramps late at night at 13dpo. Then around 8ish I had pink spotting, and then by around 11pm it was red, and in the morning it was full on heavy.
but this seemed a lighter pink.
And nothing since.
I’m 11dpo so it seems way to early for AF. But too late for implantation.
I’m normally a early implanter. With my 3 year old he implanted at 8dpo. And then I had a faint BFP at 10dpo.
With my youngest I had implantation pain at 6dpo. And then a faint BFP at 10dpo.
With the miscarriage it was 8dpo and again lines at 10dpo.
and with the 4 chemicals in 2020 it was always 8 dpo and then lines at 10dpo.
If it was implantation and the dip in temp today was because of implantation then wouldn’t 11 dpo be a bit late?
I’ve read some pretty negative things about implantation after 10dpo not being good at all.
Thanks to doctor stupid google.
I know I’m probably clutching at about a million straws right now.
But I will be testing again for sure. So odd.
Do try to stay positive though (I know easier said than done). As others have said, even normal couples can take up to a year. I’ve personally never conceived any of my kids within a year of starting TTC. My first took around 2 years—and took 8 months after my 8 week miscarriage. My second took 2.5 years for me to even conceive at all, then lost that baby at 8 weeks, then another 9 months before I got pregnant with him—total of 3.5 years of TTC. This time it took 2 years and 4 months before I finally had a chemical pregnancy—first sign of any positive since starting TTC—then another 9 months before I finally got my BFP making a total of 3 years.
For you and sending lots and lots of 
