Just wanted to say thank you so much for all ure kind words ladies it really does mean alot to me and touched my heart how sweet u all are.
CD2 and AF is very heavy and painful. Not been crying today but still feel really defeated and upsett/fed up. Angry.
Im hoping that by the time O comes around I will feel a bit better. But im not going to be taking any notice of symptoms unless symptoms continue past 13dpo. Im just fed up of getting all my hopes up and having them dashed every month.
I know im truly blessed to have my 10 month old son he means the whole world to me as do my older children, I dont want people thinking im not thankful because I am.
I was just so hoping I cud give him a little sibling he can grow up with because there is such a big age gap between him and our DD.
And I just really want one last time to experience pregnancy again b4 its to late.
But now I'm worried that it already is to late.
To all the ladies that have gotten there BFPS congratulations can u please chuck all ure lucky baby dust over all the rest of us please.
July seems to be a lucky month lets hope August is just as lucky
Good luck to those still waiting
Sorry to all the BFNs. (Trust me I know how it feels)
And those that the old haggy old bag of a witch has got im sending u big hugs. It sucks so bad
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Hopefully this will be my last AF for the next 9 months. Wishful thinking huh
Gonna start my 6th chart temping in a few days. Really can't be bothered tbh but I know if i don't ill be worrying if I've O or not so I cant win really.
Hopefully won't get a positive OPK b4 day 13 and hopefully this will be the month we get our rainbow.
To all u ladies I have gotten to know over the last 6 months in these testing groups that are still trying. I am truly truly rooting for ALL of u.
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