shey glad your lil one is getting better.
sinead everyone struggles with feelings like that. just try not to be consumed with it. she might have been trying to hurt you, which is crap for someone to do. i have found though that if you forgive her she cant hurt you anymore. i know it doesnt make much sense, but your forgiveness will be more for you and how she effects you. as long as you allow her to manipulate you, she will. but if you really think of what kind of person she is, does she really have the right to make you feel hate? i know your a very sweet person and you dont deserve someone treating you like that.
claire and katie my heart just goes out to you two! i got married at 17 and shortly after started ttc. i tried for a long time and couldnt get pg. it was heartbreaking. a couple years later i had given up and was focused on college. had lost like 65 pounds and bought a kitten, lol, who became my baby. one day i realized i hadnt had af in a while. took a test and was pg. i was so excited, but mc after a week of finding out. sad thing was since i wasnt really ttc i had been drinking and smoking, so blamed myself for mc. they told me to wait 3 mos to ttc again, so i did. i got pg and mc again. my ex-husband didnt want to ttc again, but we got pg again 3 months later. i didnt bond with my dd til i was 5 mos pg. kept thinking i was gonna lose her. i know everyone says not to stress and it will happen, but its so hard to deal with in the moment. i do know you will both be holding you precious lil babies sooner than you think and this will all be a memory. i love you ladies and cant think of more deserving women of some beautiful babies