newlyweds2013
Recovering from a loss
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Hi ladies,
So it has been confirmed today by more blood work and another ultrasound that this is definitely not a viable pregnancy I really thought this was going to be the outcome, and honestly I am just relieved to know and to try and being the healing process.
Literati - Thank you SOO much for your kind words, they were so very beautiful, you said everything perfectly. It means so much! Sorry to have almost made you cry again though- I seem to do that quite often! lol.
I would definitely like the link to your other thread, I think reading some other women's stories may help me deal with my own loss.
Right now my body has not shown any signs of trying to start the process on it's own, so they have given me medication. But even if it works over the weekend, I have to go back on Monday and may still have to do a d&c anyways. I took the first pill about 5 hours ago, which was hard to do (emotionally). I started having some cramping around an hour or two ago, but no bleeding yet.. I am not looking forward to the next stage of the journey but I do hope this works and I don`t have to go through the procedure on monday.
Literati - How long did you bleed for during your ordeal ? Did you experience much cramping ? I am sorry if I am being intrusive and zoning in on a difficult experience in your life, but I am just so confused and unsure of everything right now. The odd thing about mine was that I had no signs whatsoever and really thought everything was going fine! I guess even now my body is so desperate to hold on to what it had. But I am so truly blessed that I had my husband and parents with me the entire time. We are trying to make the best of an unfortunate situation. The only people that know are them and my husbands parents, since we didn't announce the pregnancy in fear that this may happen. I have been lying about why I have been to the hospital today because honestly it is just too sensitive of a topic to discuss with anyone else right now.. & noone even knows that we are trying, so if they find this out they will be asking me about it and then when I recover ask about us trying again and just too many questions I want to avoid. I feel bad for lying but I know they would understand if they knew how I felt.
Thanks so much for listening to my rant.. Sorry I disappeared for a while, I just couldn't handle the pregnancy talk with all of my fears, but the fear happened anyways!
But what are the chances of having 2 losses in a row - this must just mean we are getting closer to that special baby who is waiting for us.
Sending tons of love and prayers to you ladies, good luck in the upcoming weeks ! xxoxoxo Thanks again for listening, it means so much to me.
So it has been confirmed today by more blood work and another ultrasound that this is definitely not a viable pregnancy I really thought this was going to be the outcome, and honestly I am just relieved to know and to try and being the healing process.
Literati - Thank you SOO much for your kind words, they were so very beautiful, you said everything perfectly. It means so much! Sorry to have almost made you cry again though- I seem to do that quite often! lol.
I would definitely like the link to your other thread, I think reading some other women's stories may help me deal with my own loss.
Right now my body has not shown any signs of trying to start the process on it's own, so they have given me medication. But even if it works over the weekend, I have to go back on Monday and may still have to do a d&c anyways. I took the first pill about 5 hours ago, which was hard to do (emotionally). I started having some cramping around an hour or two ago, but no bleeding yet.. I am not looking forward to the next stage of the journey but I do hope this works and I don`t have to go through the procedure on monday.
Literati - How long did you bleed for during your ordeal ? Did you experience much cramping ? I am sorry if I am being intrusive and zoning in on a difficult experience in your life, but I am just so confused and unsure of everything right now. The odd thing about mine was that I had no signs whatsoever and really thought everything was going fine! I guess even now my body is so desperate to hold on to what it had. But I am so truly blessed that I had my husband and parents with me the entire time. We are trying to make the best of an unfortunate situation. The only people that know are them and my husbands parents, since we didn't announce the pregnancy in fear that this may happen. I have been lying about why I have been to the hospital today because honestly it is just too sensitive of a topic to discuss with anyone else right now.. & noone even knows that we are trying, so if they find this out they will be asking me about it and then when I recover ask about us trying again and just too many questions I want to avoid. I feel bad for lying but I know they would understand if they knew how I felt.
Thanks so much for listening to my rant.. Sorry I disappeared for a while, I just couldn't handle the pregnancy talk with all of my fears, but the fear happened anyways!
But what are the chances of having 2 losses in a row - this must just mean we are getting closer to that special baby who is waiting for us.
Sending tons of love and prayers to you ladies, good luck in the upcoming weeks ! xxoxoxo Thanks again for listening, it means so much to me.