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[lilesMom]

Aw hugs honey xx
After my mcs I tried to keep in my mind maybe my body knows when its ready for sticky rainbow bub.
But it still sucks
Hugs xxx
Hopefully next cycle xxx

 

[chocolatechip]

AF got me again. This is four cycles post-miscarriage. I'm really starting to worry. It took us 3 cycles the first time. What's going on?

 

[lilesMom]

Hugs honey xx
Sorry af showed
Hope its the last time for a long time for u xx

 

[ProudArmyWife]

Sorry AF showed ladies

 

[~curiosity~]

Hi ladies, just wanted to pop by and say I'm thinking of you all. Congratulations ladies on your lovely scans and liles congratulations on your little girl! Matt's I am so so pleased to read you're having your rainbow, huge congratulations.

Sorry I've been away for a while trying to get my head straight. It's been over 3 weeks since my miscarriage was induced and I'm waiting for new cycle now to start TTC in a couple of weeks time. A week after the miscarriage my sister-in-law and brother-in-law video messaged us to say they were expecting and were at the same stage we were, they'd been for a scan after what happened to us. As you can imagine although we're happy it really set me back as all felt so unfair. I am trying to have a more positive on life right now by trying new exercise and finding new things to do in our new area. I truly hope everything works out for those TTC this month, really sorry to those who just got AF, lots of love and to you xxx

 

[lilesMom]

Thanks hon xxx

Huge hugs.
I had 3 losses in a row after simon
I was starting to believe id never get there again
But it can happen for u hon xxx
Giant hugs xx
Hope u catch fast with sticky rainbow bub xxx

 

[~curiosity~]

Thank you so much Liles

So sorry you had to go through all of that. I'm glad things are looking up for you so much now xxx

 

[arturia]

I see this thread has gotten pretty quiet since I was around here. Thought I'd update you folks on how I was going.

So after my husband did his 'no kids' thing a couple months ago, we almost decided to divorce. It was sad and painful. I thought about what kind of birth control I was going to get. I didn't want more hormones due to the fact that my old pill must have killed my sex drive; I have never wanted it as much as I did after going off, especially before O. I thought a copper IUD, but ended up afraid because of my tilted uterus. (my cervix faces towards my butt) Kept meaning to make an appointment, slacked.

Cut to early August. Still no birth control. Husband knows. I remind him before . Inevitably we end up doing something moderately close to my O day. Afterwards I ask him why he would do something risky/stupid knowing he doesn't want kids. He declares he doesn't know what he wants anymore. I get all hopeful. My mom ends up in the hospital sometime between then and now due to a medication failure. (She is still there, though we expect her recovered and home soon. No risk to her life, just a risk to her ability to live at home with my dad. Her illness is psychiatric.) Sometime after that, my dh tells me he regrets his lapse in judgement. I am disappointed, but can't push down the feeling that it's too late.

This morning I thought I saw the faintest of positives on my ic. No pictures, it wouldn't show up on my phone. Tonight I will be buying a frer to test with tomorrow morning. It's been hard for me to sit still all morning.

I'll update everyone with the results tomorrow.

~~~

This isn't really happening the way I'd hoped, but thinking about it, I will be happy to be a mom. I hope he decides to give fatherhood a try, but I will be perfectly fine if he doesn't. I already have a career, I can afford to go it alone. He can wander off and have all his fancy electronic toys (that he considers more valuable than his potential children) by himself.

 

[Mattsgirl]

Oh my goodness arturia, that is such a rollercoaster. I can not imagine going through all that. I really hope you get the anwser tomorrow that you're hoping for!!

 

[arturia]

Matt - I think I've decided 2016 can stop now. I believe the universe has kicked me enough.

 

[Mattsgirl]

I completely understand. Back in april my sister left her husband. Without going into details she was 100% in the right to leave him and take their 1 year old son with her. Well the most difficult thing is she is married to my husbands brother. So for 3 months straight all me and my dh did was fight, everyday. Then right in the middle of that we had a miscarriage. So needless to say this year has sucked massively!

So as difficult as it may be and the fights that may come, at the end of the day if theres a second line nothing else will matter. You will have a beautiful little baby. And whether you do it alone or he decides he wants to be involved, the love you have for your baby will over shadow all the bad stuff.

 

[arturia]

Got up early because I woke up needing to pee. Took my test. It was positive. So I'm pregnant.

 

[Mattsgirl]

Congratulations!! H&H 9 months!!

 

[lilesMom]

Congratulations hon xxx
Hope everything works out really well fir ye xx

 

[~curiosity~]

Congratulations arturia!! After all the pain you've been through I hope this is your light at the end of the tunnel xxx whatever happens I hope things work out Hun

 

[ProudArmyWife]

Congratulations Arturia! Happy and healthy 9 months!

 

[Kaiecee]

Hi ladies I'm back I'll be testing tomorrow or Monday I'm already 2 days late but want to make sure I don't waste any tests.

My surgery went well and we decided this month to dtd without clomid and start next month hopefully we won't have to and I get my bfp

 

[OhHappyZ]

Omg arturia!! I just randomly checked on here and saw!! Congrats!!

 

[Kaiecee]

Here's my test

 

[Kaiecee]

Hope u see it or I'm crazy.