Lisa, you are totally overthinking it and that's ok. we all do it. Gosh I miss how things were with my first, I was a week late for AF and tested once. Once! took the other test in the pack like a week after that just cause I had it. Dee I am so sorry, I actually totally relate, I've been testing like a maniac and then finally yesterday felt resigned to the fact that I'm not pregnant. but then this morning I got hit with intense nausea and smell aversions (the aversions are what tipped me off!) and then I started salivating more, like super specific pregnancy symptoms, and I was like oh my god I'm totally pregnant! like CONVINCED. I swung by the dollar store and grabbed a few more tests (UGH) and drove home, like, SO SURE they'd be positive. STARK. WHITE. BFN. like, what the hell?!? I've been pregnant 5 times (including a m/c) I'm no stranger to pregnancy symptoms! I hate this. Good luck everyone, TTC is so many things. Exciting and wonderful but also completely infuriating and overwhelming and there are days when it makes you doubt your own perception of reality.