New thread for recent losses TTC before the would have been due date...join me! :) xx

[Carybear]

Well said Rayray.. And CONGRATULATIONS.

AFM cm is still cloudy but stretchy again, I got a really dark OPK this morning and I a, going to test with an OPK around 4... Just curious to see whatis going on...

We def bd Justin case...

 

[rayraykay]

you go girl Carybear!! I am sending you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

[Carybear]

Lol... Hoping to join the ranks of those who a pregnant

I am having cramping on and off... Nothing terrible... Just there

 

[Left wonderin]

My spotting hasn't come back so I'm assuming for now that it was from over-doing it. I am having trouble sleeping though. This is the second night in a row where I'm getting no sleep. I think it's the gas. lol And my thoughts are so scattered I can't settle.

Had a good cry over my angel today. I just miss her.

Good luck, Left! Stay strong with your no-SS resolve!

nessaw - hope the Clomid works for you this month and you get your bfp!

Starry that's great spotting has stopped and was only a once off and I can empathise with you , had a weepy day on Sunday thinking about my little soul . Every now and again I allow my self take out the scans and think of what should have been and just remember my baby . I think it is a good thing to remember and grieve

In other news I am trying so hard not to SS , not very successfully . I'm obsessed with my boobs as I so want to feel them sore as last time they killed me . But despite willing it so far no sore boobs , except the odd tingly nipple ! Lol.......

 

[Carybear]

Hi everyone... Just wanted to say thanks or listening to my woes...

How is everyone...

Lol left... I try so hard not to ss but I'm terrible at it... This past month was the first time I really didn't have any symptoms, so I thought it was it... Guess I'm wrong if I have symptoms and wrong if dont

 

[anchor08]

Always here for you, Cary! I hate that you're having such a hard time figuring out what is going on, but the one (tiny) bright side is that it's kind of exciting for us stalking -- what's going to happen next? WHO KNOWS??! Sounds like you're coping really well, you're a tough chick!

Left, I completely know what you mean -- the two-week wait for me was a two-week boob grab (are they sore yet? how about now?)! Never amounted to much until I was further along, but hey, passes the time I guess?

 

[Carybear]

Another Very dark OPK... Once again... This morning... Sigh....

Having a little backache and some mild cramping.,, the stretching pain seems to not really be there anymore.. Boobs are not very sore, but I do feel nauseous throughout the day... But there is also a lot of stress at both work and home, so..l, it could come from that...

I'm hoping that I did o and that we caught it.., or that I'm already pregnant... Guess well see... And the wait continues... Lol

 

[Carybear]

It has been this dark for four days in a row....

 

[tinyfootsteps]

Blimey Cary, four days!

I've had a few almost positive opks leading up to my +OPK before but never had 4 days of positives in a row.

Hoping you caught that egg! GL. xx

 

[anchor08]

Wow, that's very dark! Can't wait for your BFP, hopefully it's already started or it comes in about two weeks!

 

[Left wonderin]

Always here for you, Cary! I hate that you're having such a hard time figuring out what is going on, but the one (tiny) bright side is that it's kind of exciting for us stalking -- what's going to happen next? WHO KNOWS??! Sounds like you're coping really well, you're a tough chick!

Left, I completely know what you mean -- the two-week wait for me was a two-week boob grab (are they sore yet? how about now?)! Never amounted to much until I was further along, but hey, passes the time I guess?

Anchor your such a breath of fresh air and always make me laugh out loud ! Hi Cary boy all those positive tests must be confusing . We need to turn them into
+ hpt

AFM : 7dpo and big temp dip this am but I don't trust my themometer , not sure why just don't trust it !! It's new and everything but can't believe my temps are so low then so high , just doesn't seem right . Can't wait to see what they read tommrow !!! God only knows !!

 

[Geny]

congrats thats a positive.

 

[Carybear]

I was looking at the OPk today thinking.., why can't you be an hpt instead... But... My time will come.. And this won't even matter

 

[Carybear]

And on day five..... It continues to get darker.... The longest I have ever gone with a positive is three days... And none of those were as strong as these... I'd take another hpt but it was a clear bfn on Saturday...

 

[Left wonderin]

Is the dark line the control line Cary ?? Because one is def darker than the other . The one on the right is darker to me

 

[Carybear]

That is the test line... I've never had one that dark...

 

[Left wonderin]

It's dark alright ! I really feel for you , you must be so confused !! At least knowing where you stand in terms of your cycle is a comfort in this ttc but not to know , that must be really difficult . I am in awe of your positive attitude your some gal lol..

 

[Carybear]

Thanks... I teach fifth grade... I guess ive learned a lot of patience

 

[Left wonderin]

Awh how cute and I would say you need patience in bucket loads . I work as a social worker in child protection for my sins

 

[Carybear]

Lol... Fifth grade in the spring time.... Makes you count the days until June