try, I suffered depression for a many years and it runs in my family. Although, I know nothing will make you feel better at this point, I can understand your brother when I was at my lowest and when you feel that way, you can't see anything good or see it the way a person who isn't depressed sees things and sometimes there is nothing anyone can do or say to intervene. Ironically at work today, one of the men I work with just had his son run away for the 2nd time and texted him mom saying he was going to commit suicide. He hasn't been found yet. His photo has been posted on the news. This is his second time running away and he is only 14. He was hospitalized once before and released. I'm praying for both of you tonight.