Rainbow Makers - WTTAL, NTNPAL, TTCAL & PAL friends

[hannpin]

Happy Brithday to Honey. I hope she is having a lovely birthday with her little sister, showing her around heaven.

Glad you had a good weekend Tasha, I hope this week is not to tough on you

Jox I love taking lo swimming, we are off this morning

Hope everyone had a good day xx

 

[hannpin]

Hey Tasha, completly mis read the bit about your seces of smell to start with Like Jo said it certainly is possible. I don't know about the hormones coming down, but I know when my AF was coming I felt pregnant, but I think it was all in my mind iknwim. When would/will you test hun?? I hope things turn out the way you want them to xxx

 

[hannpin]

Hey guys, as we are getting busyier in here now I have started a list on 1st post so we can keep track of where we all are. Le me know if you want me to change or add any of the details. Mwah Mwah xxx

 

[Jox]

Thank u Hannah. Heres hoping for bfps very soon and wtt times disappear quickly!

Thinking of u tasha for Honey x

I hope everybody has gentle days. Kisses for our angels xxx

 

[SarahJane]

Hi all

Kayleigh, great news on the party and glad you had a lovely night out. Any signs or symptoms yet?

Tasha - as I said elsewhere, happy birthday to Honey and I hope the day has been kind to you

Hannah - fab that you updated first page - lets hope we get some nice BFP's soon and that time flies for the WTTers

Melly - where in Australia are you? I love Australia, we came there for honeymoon.

Jo - make the most of maternity, you deserve every second of it. I am braving work for a couple of hours tomorrow...eeeekkkkk

AFM, we didn't get the King's speech as they were all taken so we watched Kick Ass and The social network which were both really good. Today we drove up to Blackpool for the day, it was cold, messy, raining and closed in every way, but we had a totally amazing time and ate fish and chips on the seafront.

Ok off to watch the end of Bridget Jones - amazing film every time x

 

[mummymarsh]

hi girls- hope honey had lovely birthday with her angel friends tasha....

and yes dirty dancing is awesome.....

SJ - i got kings speech the other week and loved it.....

Hannah - i think your SIL is bang out of order.. you think she would back off a little knowing what you been through and wait for you to ask her the questions and give the go ahead....

AFM - 4 Days till AF is due and no pregnancy symptoms.... im kinda hoping im not pregnant this cycle now.... i only got few weeks till the follow up nad ive waited this long so i would rather get all clear from that i think... but we shall see

xxxxx

 

[Jox]

MM - i hope u get the result u want this month x

Sj - what's the social networking like? Would really like to see it i think!

Nothing planned here today! would like to get abit of tidying & maybe rearranging done, feel like I'm nesting only 9 month late!

Have let oh have a lay in so im sat with Leo asleep on me watching recorded episodes of one born every minute! I cry at every birth

Xxx

 

[Mellybelle]

SJ - i'm on the east coast of Australia, about an hour and half from Sydney.

 

[mummymarsh]

OH MY GOD... MY INSURANCE RENEWAL HAS DOUBLED IN PRICE......... gone from £560ish to £1190!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! what an F ing joke!!!!!!!!!!!

i wont be going with tesco anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

xxxx

 

[Jox]

x

 

[Tasha]

Thank you Honey's birthday wishes. It was a gentle day.

MM that is shocking. I am doing an intensive driving course soon, and dread to think how much it is going to cost me to insure a seven seater, in London as a new driver

How are you all?

 

[hannpin]

evening all,

Tasha glad yesterday was gentle on you and that you had a good weekend

SJ glad you had a good time in Blackpool, It always seems to be raining when we have been there too. I love the sea, just not the sand as it gets everywhere!!! I havent sat down and watched a film for years, really need to fins some time to catch up on these good films out lately

MM that is ridiculus about your insurance, I am with Tesco and when I found a cheeper quote and told them about it they put theres down straight away, may be worth a go, ohh 4 day not long... hope things work out for the best for you hun xxx

Jo I love OBEM, though havent plucked up the courage to watch the last two eposodes from last series yet as they were on while everything was going on with Harri. I have them on Sky + tho and am determined I will watch them one day!!!

AFM went for follow up appt with consultant today, all went well. She gave us the go ahead to start trying as soon as we wont, however I think we will still wait till I have been on FA for 3 months, as advised by Neonatal specialists in Bristol.

Hope everyone had had a good day xxxxx

 

[Tasha]

Glad everything went well with the follow up appointment, the wait for them is so long isnt it? Riley Rae was born on the 15th April and ours isnt until the 21st June. It is good that once you have had the three months of FA you can TTC.

I have never been to blackpool, is it nice?

I bought a purple dragonfly brooch today to wear on my clothes for Riley Rae's funeral on Thursday. It is pretty, and purple is her colour and ever since I gave birth we have a dragon fly come to our house almost daily, once it landed on my OH, it came in the bus window, it followed me down the street and tried to land on me, sp I associate it with Riley now, so the brooch is perfect

 

[hannpin]

Tasha the brooch sounds perfect

 

[SarahJane]

tasha, the brooch is gorgeous. (just saw on fb x) Isn't is odd how some things remind us of our babies. With Evelyn it is daffodils and yellow flowers, it was so odd but she was a girl but no one at all bought us pink flowers so I now associate yellow with her (hence the yellow banner below!)
Another weird thing is Magpies(1-sorrow 2-joy 3-girl 4-boy), I used to see magpies when I drove to Wales to see my mum while I was pregnant and I always used to see 3. I am not usually supersticious at all but I used to say to Paul she was going to be a girl and it drove him mad as he was convinced she was a boy. The weird thing is that I have never seen more than one magpie at any one time since Evelyn died. I have even spent journeys actively looking for magpies to see them but there is only ever one. At the cemetary last week there was one magpie. Is that weird or what?! I am not sure if it means anything but I'll let you know when I finally spot a pair of magpies!

In answer to your question about Blackpool - it is a hellhole! Graffiti, pound shops, shellsuits and stag and hen parties. It really isn't good... The tower and the pleasure beach are good but both were closed yesterday!!

I am so sorry you have to go through the next few days tash, I took Evelyn some flowers today and saw a grave with 2 sisters and it broke my heart thinking of you. You are so brave in what you are dealing with and it must be so tough having little ones at home to stay strong for. Hope life is as kind as possible to you over coming days and weeks

hannah, I'm glad the appointment went ok (mine is 4pm tomorrow - v scared) I am so glad that you are ok to TTC again. I also understand why you are waiting until July and hope time flies for you so that you can conceive your beautiful rainbow baby

Melly - I stayed in Sydney then went to Uluru and ended up in a beach lodge near Port Douglas. I loved every second of it and can't wait to come over again. My next plan is Melbourne as people say it is amazing and I have to go back up to Port Douglas again as it is stunning there.

I am too astounded for words at your car insurance Kayleigh - SHOCKING!

Jo - ha@ nesting! Social network was a good film, the guy who founded FB is a bit odd though.

Sorry so long, so many people to reply to!!

AFM - one thing to add - I GOT MY PEAK - Day 14 so a day earlier than was normal pre pregnancy but a big indicator that I am ovulating again I am over the moon

 

[hannpin]

SJ yay for Peak!!!! and good luck for tomorrow

 

[Tasha]

Awww they are lovely things to remind you of Evelyn. Mine is yellow for Honey, she was buried wearing a beautiful yellow dress I chose, and well because of her name, Honey is a sort of yellow isnt it?

I wont go to blackpool then

I wish I was brave. They have opened their resting place and gosh I can not cope, it hurts so much, I thought it would be tomorrow but two nights of it being opened, I feel as if Honey is really exposed, even though she isnt. This is really happening

 

[Tasha]

Meant to say for a peak and ovulating, a nice 28 day cycle too

 

[Jox]

Yay for peak sj fingers tightly crossed for some amazing news in 2 weeks!

Hannah - pleased ur appointment went well. I hope ur yet time passes very quickly.

Tasha - I wish i could say or do something to make it even just a tiny bit easier. i can only imagine what it feels like knowing honey & marias resting place is open ur so strong, I think id end up camping out at the cemetry here if u need anything x

Just watching the last episode of the obem series. I hate that my son didn't cry when he was born if he was just born at the same gestation as Leo he would b here now sorry...

x

 

[Tasha]

Oh Jo, massive it is so very unfair. I wish that he had cried too. I wish none of us had to live with this every day.

Thank you sweetie, my Mum didnt tell me til after the cemetery had closed otherwise I might very well be there