Sticking Together Until We All Get BFP's!!!!

[aidensmommy1]

It makes me just wonder...."how?" I don't understand the world sometimes! Its very heartbreaking.

I'm right there with ya, Hun. argh!!!

I was talking to my mom about all u ladies today and how I wish one of u would get a bfp instead of other people I know because then I'd be excited for it since we all def deserve it and are clearly ready & working with docs and such. I talked to my mom specifically about you for quite a bit, wishing. I told her about my excitement because you've been trying for 42 cycles and they have been veryyy long and that you started clomid and how I really think this might be it for you and im incredibly excited! And my mom was like "wait, u hope one of ur friends gets pregnant now?" lol I had to explain to her that u girls getting preggers makes me feel WAYY different than when old friends and friends I have now tell me they're pregnant ON ACCIDENT while we all try soo hard every day! That makes me feel down like "why can't I just get pregnant!" but when one of the girls I get close with on here gets a bfp im more like "yay! That gives me hope that it will still happen after all this time!" You know? It was just funny how shocked my mom was to hear me say that I'm really really hoping u get ur bfp this cycle cuz she hears me sad about my friends in real life all getting pregnant.
Anyways, I NEVER have sore nipples, I get sore bbs under my nips but never the nips themselves and this a.m I woke up with VERY sore nipples. I'm wondering if its from the vitex...like maybe its a new O sign for me. We will see tomorrow if my temp goes up. If I was 6dpo or just closer to AF in general, id feel like this is a good sign but I just barely o'ed or am going to soon so there's no chance of it meaning anything yet. But yea, do any of u ladies get sore nips with O? Its just weird for me.

 

[Wishing1010]

It makes me just wonder...."how?" I don't understand the world sometimes! Its very heartbreaking.

I'm right there with ya, Hun. argh!!!

I was talking to my mom about all u ladies today and how I wish one of u would get a bfp instead of other people I know because then I'd be excited for it since we all def deserve it and are clearly ready & working with docs and such. I talked to my mom specifically about you for quite a bit, wishing. I told her about my excitement because you've been trying for 42 cycles and they have been veryyy long and that you started clomid and how I really think this might be it for you and im incredibly excited! And my mom was like "wait, u hope one of ur friends gets pregnant now?" lol I had to explain to her that u girls getting preggers makes me feel WAYY different than when old friends and friends I have now tell me they're pregnant ON ACCIDENT while we all try soo hard every day! That makes me feel down like "why can't I just get pregnant!" but when one of the girls I get close with on here gets a bfp im more like "yay! That gives me hope that it will still happen after all this time!" You know? It was just funny how shocked my mom was to hear me say that I'm really really hoping u get ur bfp this cycle cuz she hears me sad about my friends in real life all getting pregnant.
Anyways, I NEVER have sore nipples, I get sore bbs under my nips but never the nips themselves and this a.m I woke up with VERY sore nipples. I'm wondering if its from the vitex...like maybe its a new O sign for me. We will see tomorrow if my temp goes up. If I was 6dpo or just closer to AF in general, id feel like this is a good sign but I just barely o'ed or am going to soon so there's no chance of it meaning anything yet. But yea, do any of u ladies get sore nips with O? Its just weird for me.

You are too darn sweet!!! I really appreciate you rooting for me!! I'm rooting for you As well, I tell DH about all of you ladies every day. You are the only ones I can relate with, no one else understands the struggle. to all!!!

And, I wish I could give some insight about O and Vitex but I don't know...I do know I had cramping all month. I'm cramping pretty bad this evening, almost like AF type cramps. Ugh

 

[aidensmommy1]

FX its early implantation for u wishing! Implantation can happen as soon as 4-5dpo so u never know! FX for u! What dpo do u plan on testing first? I know its still early but so far, ur charts looking good. FX it stays up high like that! Its a beautiful rise so far

 

[Megamegan]

I have heard of people having sore nipples during O, so it might just be due to the Vitex But I'm no expert on bb pain, mine are usually pretty quiet no matter what.

I'm ovulating as we speak. Or whatever point the pain comes- I have read it could be before, during, or after- but either way, the ovulation pain is happening right now so I know I'm ovulating today. It hurts!! And it switched to the right side, like every other month, seems to be pretty textbook. Having a textbook cycle doesn't mean crap unless it results in pregnancy!!! Lol. I'm soooo emotional too, I guess hormones are fluctuating a lot during ovulation, and I can tell. BUT I have to say that it's nice knowing WHY I'm emotional, instead of just thinking I'm going crazy or I need crazy pills or something. That's what I used to do. Now I know it's totally normal and I just have to ride it out.

 

[Jrepp]

Thanks ladies! Now lets just pray if the egg gets fertilized, that it can make it through the part of my tube attached to my uterus..(that's that part they said was blocked) but the other end closest to my ovary had some blockage that was pushed through during the test so I'm very nervous about ectopic. I kinda wonder if it was just a spasm when I think about it sometimes...Only because my doc thought the opposite end would be blocked and it was but was pushed through by the dye and that was the side she had to remove scar tissue from during my surgery 3yrs ago and there was no damage to the part connecting to my uterus at that time so that's why she thinks there's a little chance it could've been a spasm but as well all know, scar tissue tends to spread. Plus she said that the end closest to the uterus is where they usually see spasms when spasms occur so we shall see FX sooo tight this ends up being the case!!! I'm not getting my hopes up that maybe the test was wrong but either way I'm ok with it now. I KNOW my tube will work after some treatment if it really was blocked and I do believe in miracles so alls I can do is just keep praying!

It seems to me that if the dye pushed through a blockage o. Top then there wouldn't be a blockage on the bottom, or the dye never would have gone through. I don't know if that makes sense or not, but I feel like the tube seized up and created a mock blockage.

hi ladies sorry i didnt get a chance to poas yesterday so have done one this afternoon.. not sure if i can see the line getting darker or not.

Honestly, with the top test being 2 days old and dry I can't tell if it's darker or not. I hope it is. Have you tried a different brand test?

 

[Wishing1010]

I'm getting worried that I O'ed later than I thought, and did it on the day of my last rise. I don't know why but I'm being skeptical. And, having no bd around that time, I'm sad. I sure hope I O'ed on cd16 and not on 19. I wish we would have kept going now!!! Argh. But, with that awesome OPK and then the temp rising the next day, it seemed like it had happened.

I'm not sure when I'll test, feel out already. Been playing in a testing thread and testing super early this cycle, just because! Lol but I don't know when I will really test or if I will keep playing around with testing.

to all!

 

[aidensmommy1]

Thanks ladies! Now lets just pray if the egg gets fertilized, that it can make it through the part of my tube attached to my uterus..(that's that part they said was blocked) but the other end closest to my ovary had some blockage that was pushed through during the test so I'm very nervous about ectopic. I kinda wonder if it was just a spasm when I think about it sometimes...Only because my doc thought the opposite end would be blocked and it was but was pushed through by the dye and that was the side she had to remove scar tissue from during my surgery 3yrs ago and there was no damage to the part connecting to my uterus at that time so that's why she thinks there's a little chance it could've been a spasm but as well all know, scar tissue tends to spread. Plus she said that the end closest to the uterus is where they usually see spasms when spasms occur so we shall see FX sooo tight this ends up being the case!!! I'm not getting my hopes up that maybe the test was wrong but either way I'm ok with it now. I KNOW my tube will work after some treatment if it really was blocked and I do believe in miracles so alls I can do is just keep praying!

It seems to me that if the dye pushed through a blockage o. Top then there wouldn't be a blockage on the bottom, or the dye never would have gone through. I don't know if that makes sense or not, but I feel like the tube seized up and created a mock blockage.

hi ladies sorry i didnt get a chance to poas yesterday so have done one this afternoon.. not sure if i can see the line getting darker or not.

Honestly, with the top test being 2 days old and dry I can't tell if it's darker or not. I hope it is. Have you tried a different brand test?

I didn't explain it right I dont think. I have a DVD of the test, I just can't get it on here! What happened was the dye was able to push through the entrance to my tube but couldn't get all the way through :-\. They tried for a second and third time to get whatever it pushed through COMPLETELY out (so it is still in there, just helped block the other end more from the looks of it cuz that end wouldn't break open.) but as far as we could see on the screen, it couldn't push through. But ur thought of it all is what I keep trying to tell myself so I feel a little better. My doc said she can't say no.that that def didn't happen but she is pretty sure it's a real block at the moment :-\. It hurt like heck having the first part broken through and then the dye just sat there. This just means that my tube has only a small block now rather than a huge block. This is actually very common to happen. The doctor believed that the build up of tissue must have been worse on all of my tube then she suspected which made it so the dye wasn't quite strong enough for all of it :-\ I kept sitting on the toilet and pushing after the test tho so maybe my body worked some magic on its own while I was doing that. Lol. Sry this was so long. Does that make sense to u? I wish I had my computer so I could show u all the video and walk u through it. It makes me cry when I watch it and the dye finally breaks through and we get so excited and them boom it stops again . Awe well. Hopefully it was just a spasm from the pain after the first break through! FX!

 

[aidensmommy1]

I'm getting worried that I O'ed later than I thought, and did it on the day of my last rise. I don't know why but I'm being skeptical. And, having no bd around that time, I'm sad. I sure hope I O'ed on cd16 and not on 19. I wish we would have kept going now!!! Argh. But, with that awesome OPK and then the temp rising the next day, it seemed like it had happened.

I'm not sure when I'll test, feel out already. Been playing in a testing thread and testing super early this cycle, just because! Lol but I don't know when I will really test or if I will keep playing around with testing.

to all!

remember, u had that extremely dark opk and then a rise so I'm pretty certain that u oed when u thought u did I don't think u missed it at all!

AFM, my temp only went up some today but I still think I O'ed yest regardless of what my chart thinks lol. I like forced myself to bd last night expecting a nice rise today lol. I was soo tired last night too. I'm guna use an opk around 1030 so I will update. If that's negative then I more than likely o'ed during the night sometime. FX that's the case!

 

[aidensmommy1]

Mega, looks like uve o'ed too FX my temp goes higher tomorrow! It was also very cold in our room this a.k so that could of affected things I guess...unless I just haven't oed yet. If I don't O until today, I will be shocked! But I'm almost certain I felt o pains yest. I told myself I won't obsess about O so I'm not going to! Lol

 

[missink2014]

Hi ladies been to the drs this morning she took bloods will have results tomorrow morning.. I hate the wait I also re tested again today st 17dpo but I really cant see much of a change in the lines. Tests on pic from top to bottom are 14dpo am, 14dpo pm, 16dpo pm and todays 17dpo fmu.. do you ladies see any difference?

 

[Megamegan]

Missink, it's hard to see with the glare, but it definitely looks like there are lines... have you used those tests before and gotten blank white negatives? I'm not sure what brand those are but they probably don't sell them in the US. Good luck! Atleast you only have to wait one more day

Aidensmommy yes I am 100% positive I o'd last night and I was surprised my temp went up so much already! Well let's just hope BD 3 days prior to O, and not the day of, does the trick. Like you said, you promised yourself you wouldn't worry too much about when you O'd this cycle so I think you can probably be sure it happened at some point over the last 24 hours and you did all you could

Good luck everyone! Let the 2ww begin, for many of us...

 

[aidensmommy1]

Hi ladies been to the drs this morning she took bloods will have results tomorrow morning.. I hate the wait I also re tested again today st 17dpo but I really cant see much of a change in the lines. Tests on pic from top to bottom are 14dpo am, 14dpo pm, 16dpo pm and todays 17dpo fmu.. do you ladies see any difference?

I can't see anything on 14 without zooming in a lot but on the 17dpo one I can see a line without even zooming in so I'm guessing its darker. Is the one from this a.m wet still? Ive been let down once by looking at a test after a half hr to an hr because of evaps :-\. I hope that's not the case for u! Evaps have broken my heart in the past. I do think the one from today does look a tiny bit darker tho. Update us when ur blood results are in. FX for u! What time frame did those lines all show up in?

 

[Wishing1010]

FX missink!!!

And congrats on the TWW ladies!!

 

[aidensmommy1]

Missink, it's hard to see with the glare, but it definitely looks like there are lines... have you used those tests before and gotten blank white negatives? I'm not sure what brand those are but they probably don't sell them in the US. Good luck! Atleast you only have to wait one more day

Aidensmommy yes I am 100% positive I o'd last night and I was surprised my temp went up so much already! Well let's just hope BD 3 days prior to O, and not the day of, does the trick. Like you said, you promised yourself you wouldn't worry too much about when you O'd this cycle so I think you can probably be sure it happened at some point over the last 24 hours and you did all you could

Good luck everyone! Let the 2ww begin, for many of us...

yep and I def got a lot of bding in so I know I got it covered, even if O was today. I'm guessin my dhs sperm probably only lives 24-48hrs tops cuz of his mtn dew and cigg habbit (he drinks a LOAD of mtn dew which can be harmful to sperm, especially drank out of a can, which is how dh likes it) so as long as we bd at least the day before O, I know I'm probably good to go . Who knows, maybe dh has super sperm but it hasn't got the chance to show off yet because of my tube LOL. This month will be exciting. Alot of us are due to test pretty much the same days. Hope to see lots of bfps!

 

[Jrepp]

Hi ladies been to the drs this morning she took bloods will have results tomorrow morning.. I hate the wait I also re tested again today st 17dpo but I really cant see much of a change in the lines. Tests on pic from top to bottom are 14dpo am, 14dpo pm, 16dpo pm and todays 17dpo fmu.. do you ladies see any difference?

I'm going to be completely honest and say I honestly don't see a difference in the lines. I hope they are getting darker, but it doesn't look like they are to me. Hopefully your betas come back today instead of tomorrow. (I'm sorry if that isn't what you want to hear)

Missink, it's hard to see with the glare, but it definitely looks like there are lines... have you used those tests before and gotten blank white negatives? I'm not sure what brand those are but they probably don't sell them in the US. Good luck! Atleast you only have to wait one more day

Aidensmommy yes I am 100% positive I o'd last night and I was surprised my temp went up so much already! Well let's just hope BD 3 days prior to O, and not the day of, does the trick. Like you said, you promised yourself you wouldn't worry too much about when you O'd this cycle so I think you can probably be sure it happened at some point over the last 24 hours and you did all you could

Good luck everyone! Let the 2ww begin, for many of us...

yep and I def got a lot of bding in so I know I got it covered, even if O was today. I'm guessin my dhs sperm probably only lives 24-48hrs tops cuz of his mtn dew and cigg habbit (he drinks a LOAD of mtn dew which can be harmful to sperm, especially drank out of a can, which is how dh likes it) so as long as we bd at least the day before O, I know I'm probably good to go . This month will be exciting. Alot of us are due to test pretty much the same days. Hope to see lots of bfps!

My husband prefers Pepsi and cigarettes, although he is cutting back on both by his choice. He was doing good until I looked at his sperm under the microscope and determined they were super sperm. Oh well!

So my blogger friends first betas were 400, her second beta was 1270. It tripled in 2 days. Yesterday was a great day, but today is back to reality

 

[missink2014]

Missink, it's hard to see with the glare, but it definitely looks like there are lines... have you used those tests before and gotten blank white negatives? I'm not sure what brand those are but they probably don't sell them in the US. Good luck! Atleast you only have to wait one more day

Aidensmommy yes I am 100% positive I o'd last night and I was surprised my temp went up so much already! Well let's just hope BD 3 days prior to O, and not the day of, does the trick. Like you said, you promised yourself you wouldn't worry too much about when you O'd this cycle so I think you can probably be sure it happened at some point over the last 24 hours and you did all you could

Good luck everyone! Let the 2ww begin, for many of us...

yeah i have used the tests before (local superstore brand) and have had blank white negatives in the past with no evaps. my dr has said its a definite pos and not an evap but even she cant tell if they are getting darker or not. im such a worrier as it is and now even more so after my Mc. Good luck to you i hope you get your bfp this month.

 

[aidensmommy1]

Hi ladies been to the drs this morning she took bloods will have results tomorrow morning.. I hate the wait I also re tested again today st 17dpo but I really cant see much of a change in the lines. Tests on pic from top to bottom are 14dpo am, 14dpo pm, 16dpo pm and todays 17dpo fmu.. do you ladies see any difference?

I'm going to be completely honest and say I honestly don't see a difference in the lines. I hope they are getting darker, but it doesn't look like they are to me. Hopefully your betas come back today instead of tomorrow. (I'm sorry if that isn't what you want to hear)

Missink, it's hard to see with the glare, but it definitely looks like there are lines... have you used those tests before and gotten blank white negatives? I'm not sure what brand those are but they probably don't sell them in the US. Good luck! Atleast you only have to wait one more day

Aidensmommy yes I am 100% positive I o'd last night and I was surprised my temp went up so much already! Well let's just hope BD 3 days prior to O, and not the day of, does the trick. Like you said, you promised yourself you wouldn't worry too much about when you O'd this cycle so I think you can probably be sure it happened at some point over the last 24 hours and you did all you could

Good luck everyone! Let the 2ww begin, for many of us...

yep and I def got a lot of bding in so I know I got it covered, even if O was today. I'm guessin my dhs sperm probably only lives 24-48hrs tops cuz of his mtn dew and cigg habbit (he drinks a LOAD of mtn dew which can be harmful to sperm, especially drank out of a can, which is how dh likes it) so as long as we bd at least the day before O, I know I'm probably good to go . This month will be exciting. Alot of us are due to test pretty much the same days. Hope to see lots of bfps!

My husband prefers Pepsi and cigarettes, although he is cutting back on both by his choice. He was doing good until I looked at his sperm under the microscope and determined they were super sperm. Oh well!

So my blogger friends first betas were 400, her second beta was 1270. It tripled in 2 days. Yesterday was a great day, but today is back to reality

thank u for sharing this! Now I wont be so concerned about his swimmers! He has started replacing SOME of his soda with iced tea and I tried getting him to switch to bottles instead of cans but that only lasted about 2wks lol. Its good to know his soda may not have murdered his sperm! Lol

 

[iBeach]

Hello girls!

Congrats on your O's ) I hope something good will come out of it

I tested----------> BFN...so negative its not even funny....

Oh well.... AF should be here in a day or two...I can feel it.

 

[missink2014]

Hi ladies been to the drs this morning she took bloods will have results tomorrow morning.. I hate the wait I also re tested again today st 17dpo but I really cant see much of a change in the lines. Tests on pic from top to bottom are 14dpo am, 14dpo pm, 16dpo pm and todays 17dpo fmu.. do you ladies see any difference?

I can't see anything on 14 without zooming in a lot but on the 17dpo one I can see a line without even zooming in so I'm guessing its darker. Is the one from this a.m wet still? Ive been let down once by looking at a test after a half hr to an hr because of evaps :-\. I hope that's not the case for u! Evaps have broken my heart in the past. I do think the one from today does look a tiny bit darker tho. Update us when ur blood results are in. FX for u! What time frame did those lines all show up in?

14dpo is very very faint compared to 16dpo but not sure about 16 and 17dpo.. the one from this am is still wet yes.. i will definatly update you all as soon as bloods are back, trying not to get my hopes up just incase but i am having alot of symptoms so i am hopeful.. hopefully you catch this month and get a bfp

 

[aidensmommy1]

Missink, it's hard to see with the glare, but it definitely looks like there are lines... have you used those tests before and gotten blank white negatives? I'm not sure what brand those are but they probably don't sell them in the US. Good luck! Atleast you only have to wait one more day

Aidensmommy yes I am 100% positive I o'd last night and I was surprised my temp went up so much already! Well let's just hope BD 3 days prior to O, and not the day of, does the trick. Like you said, you promised yourself you wouldn't worry too much about when you O'd this cycle so I think you can probably be sure it happened at some point over the last 24 hours and you did all you could

Good luck everyone! Let the 2ww begin, for many of us...

yeah i have used the tests before (local superstore brand) and have had blank white negatives in the past with no evaps. my dr has said its a definite pos and not an evap but even she cant tell if they are getting darker or not. im such a worrier as it is and now even more so after my Mc. Good luck to you i hope you get your bfp this month.

I know this is WAYY easier said than done but if u can, try and do something nice for urself today and get ur mind off of everything as much as possible and TRY to relax (I know how extremely hard that can be!) because my doc always told me while pregnant with Aiden to try my best not to stress out in the first trimester to help prevent m/c. Of course a little stress isn't going to cause damage, I'm just saying IF YOU CAN, try not to add extra to urself. I know first hand how hard it is for u right now and I hope this didn't come out wrong. I'm just trying to be helpful lol.
So was ur urine test at the docs positive? Ive had blue dye tests have perfect bfp lines but only after they dried (so they weren't real positives) but even my doc thought they were until she did bloods. That was cycle #2 ttc..gosh do I wish those evaps were real and stuck for me! That's the crappy thing with hpt dye tests sometimes :-\. I truly hope ur bloods come back showing u are pregnant and it progresses. Ive heard vitex can prevent a m/c...maybe u could ask ur doc or herbalist about this just for precautions if ur bloods do come back positive. Now go spoil urself! U deserve it!