Sticking Together Until We All Get BFP's!!!!

[Wishing1010]

Lol, hmm...maybe if I could come up with a cover story instead of saying I know her from here!

 

[confuzion]

Lol! Old friend perhaps? Recently back in touch? A little worried about her because you haven't heard back from her?

 

[Wishing1010]

Here is what I sent to that girl:
https://i1283.photobucket.com/albums/a556/barnkn312/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps52757b94.jpg

 

[Wishing1010]

Oh and where is Jrepp?! Are you doing ok, Hun?

 

[Wishing1010]

I'm about ready to make a roster and do an attendance check on each of you...lol

 

[aidensmommy1]

Just wish we knew for sure how she was. I don't want to think that she did hurt herself and was put in the hospital. Truly hoping it was a preventive move. Ugh...I just want to see her post something.

I know, me too. I bet ot was for prevention. She had her therapist right there for if there was anything bad going to come up in conversation so I bet she did the right thing. Hopefully we can find out what's going on soon. I was saying to dh that I wish someone could post for her and let us know she is okay.

I think it'd be ok for u to ask the person about her of you yourself feels comfortable doing it. You can just tell her amys in our support group and that she mentioned she may check herself in for safety and your wondering if she knows about it. I dont think it could hurt but I could understand if u feel uncomfortable asking her. Idk if I can even find amys FB. Now I wish I would have sent everyone friend requests so I was on her list.

 

[aidensmommy1]

Here is what I sent to that girl:
https://i1283.photobucket.com/albums/a556/barnkn312/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps52757b94.jpg

this sounds good wishing. We always post things at about the same tome lol.

And I want to know where everyone is too! (your like a teacher with ur attendance lol) I like having less stress from not trying so hard but at the same time I dont like it because nobody's on here half as much and I miss u all when ur not on!

 

[Jrepp]

I'm here, just reading. Not a lot going on.

Mary - did your ex get out?

Jennah - congratulations and good luck! Please let us know your numbers.

Kenna - did you o yet?

I was actually friend requested by Amy awhile ago and saw that same post. I messages that person and said I met Amy on an online forum and that we hadn't heard from her and were worried. No response back yet though.

 

[Wishing1010]

I'm here, just reading. Not a lot going on.

Mary - did your ex get out?

Jennah - congratulations and good luck! Please let us know your numbers.

Kenna - did you o yet?

I was actually friend requested by Amy awhile ago and saw that same post. I messages that person and said I met Amy on an online forum and that we hadn't heard from her and were worried. No response back yet though.

I think I will O any day now (FX!)

Are you feeling any better?

I'm glad you are trying to figure out how Amy is doing as well. Maybe this will mean a lot to her and she will feel so loved. I hope so, I wish nothing but the best for her. So sad she has gone through all of this.

 

[mrsstrezy]

Hey ladies, I know I haven't posted much on here lately, and I've changed my profile picture since my last post about Vitex. Turns out I'm not going to need any Vitex for next cycle. I got a BFP today at 12 DPO!! I ovulated on CD 34. Comes to show you don't need to have a typical 28 day cycle for your body to conceive. I was so worried about my long cycles. As far as symptoms go, I honestly didn't really have all that many! I felt like how I normally do before period comes. It's bizarre, because last cycle I had myself 99.9% convinced I was pregnant, and I was not. Today, I dragged myself down to the bathroom with the thought in my head, "well, I'm just going to confirm to myself what I already know, that the test will be negative." Then it wasn't! lol. The only thing that really stuck out to me was that I've been having crazy vivid dreams for the past few days. Boobs slightly tender, but I've had worse. Maybe slightly more hungry and slightly more tired, but not enough to assume I was pregnant. Crazy! Oh, and one more thing...I noticed I had a blood blister on my inner cheek yesterday, and I've never had one before. From now on, take NO symptoms as a good sign! Now lets just pray it sticks.

What I did this cycle: Used PreSeed, and drank Red Raspberry Leaf tea daily from period until ovulation. Took my typical vitamins: Omega 3 Fish Oil, Zinc, Vitamin C, Folic Acid, and Sunflower Lecithin.

 

[Jrepp]

Random turn of events......I have been having ewcm since yesterday and got a positive opk today. Not like I can do anything about it, but as far as I know the estradiol should be preventing ovulation from occurring. Tomorrow is my last estrogen pill and then it's onto the bcp.

I'm doing alright. Still in pain but getting through it.

And congrats on your bfp misstrzy.

 

[aidensmommy1]

Kenna, I think it'll make her feel loved as well. She should feel loved because she is very much so loved by many people! I hope she knows that.

Jess, I am actually about to find out in a min if hes out or not and I will update. My guess is he is out on a $40 bail and will probably go to court in 3-6 months for sentencing. I think hes going to be looking at prison time this time around. It scares me because ive seen the concord prison mess up so many child hood friends and noe they're racist and all act that way even when they get out of prison and of course them acting like a bunch of Nazi's just get them into more trouble so they all just keep going back. I pray this doesn't happen to Aidens dad. He is a good person, he just makes dumb choices :-\. I hope he doesn't get mixed in with all those ppl if he goes to prison but I know he will because he grew up with those kids too. Ugh. Its hard. I dont think prison helps anyone, or at least the concord prison. Yes, I do think the jail helps knock sense into ppl and can help ppl (like my brother) but the prison is just full of drugs and gangs and fights. If he does go to prison, I think dh and I are just going to make a fresh start with Aiden down closer to Massachusetts and get their health insurance for IVF. I would rather aiden have his dad but he told me last wk that my dh is "his other dad" lol so he will still have a father figure around but its just all so sad still. I wish dh was Aiden's dad and aiden still acted and looked exactly as he does. Life would be much easier. His dad and I have always had a very good relationship but now I'm just getting frustrated, mostly for Aiden. I guess we'll see what happens in court but I'm pretty sure the state prison is where he will be going. Anyways, ill update about if he's out or not, for now that is, as soon as I hear back from his girlfriend or his mother.

 

[aidensmommy1]

Jess, maybe ur body still gears up to O and then stops...? That would be my guess w the positive opk. Are u still on work leave?

congrats on the bfps! This is what 3 or 4 in the past 2-3 days?! This thread is finally getting some luck and I'm praying when we're able to try again, we will catch this lucky streak . I know u will jess. After ur surgery and healing, I really see a bfp in the near future for u. So exciting! .

I feel like my serropeptase enzyme is already working. Ive had this weird discharge along with my normal discharge and I read it could be ickyness clearing out of my tube..lol..i know, wishful thinking. I have seen it work for many women after only 3 months so maybe I'll luck out and get lucky like them FX!

 

[aidensmommy1]

So I can't copy and paste from my phone but I posted a long post in the thread that says "ovary pain..am worried" or something close to that. I asked one of them to copy n paste it for me onto this thread but if one of u could too that'd be great...whoever can do it quickest I guess lol. But yea its a long post. Aidens dad will not be getting out anytime soon...its all in that post. The thread I accidentally put it in is pretty close to this thread on the list thanks to whoever copies it for me!

 

[Wishing1010]

Ok so aidens dad is in jail now with no bail. I didn't realize he was still on probation...i thought it ended a couple months ago. So he won't be getting out before he is sentenced and they will just start from today as time served when they sentence him. Aiden's looking forward to seeing his dad tonight but now ill have to tell him daddys back in the place with the glass windows . Wtf. But at the same time, his dad lives with his mom and aidens gram spoils him rotten and makes it so Aiden has issues at home and at school and I do believe everything happens for a reason...maybe all this will help with Aidens issues. The counselor aiden went to last said that she believes alot of his issues root from his grandmother making a "fairytale world" for him when he goes to his dads and then he gets home or goes to school and has issue readjusting to the real world. We have been fighting about this for months because it really is a problem for aiden and now that he's in school its showing so now this is my chance to cut the cord when it comes to Aidens gram. She thinks even tho Aidens dad is in jail that she should still get him every wkend..LOL. Before aiden was in school, I did let her take him every other wknd when his dad wasn't around but that was before it really affected aiden and when I myself had more time with him. School takes alot of time away from me and they can't seem to understand that. So I'm still going to let her have him every third wkend and she can come do stuff with us but its time to cut that crazy grandma cord! I'm in shock right now now that I know his dad is already in there and it'll prob be more like 2yrs since he was on probation. At that point aiden will be 8. I feel so bad that I wasn't more careful about picking a father for him . Things will be ok tho. I would never wish this on his dad but he made the choice and I'm going to take advantage of that time and try and get aiden in a better place with himself. Hes too young for all this crap!!!

Copied, will read in a bit

 

[aidensmommy1]

Thank u veryy much wishing!! I did not want to type all that again lol

 

[Jrepp]

I heard from Amy's future sister in law. She said "She seems to be doing fine. Things didn't turn out well with mike. When I know more I can let you know! ��"

 

[Jrepp]

Mary - maybe you can keep Aiden from the truth for a bit and tell him that Daddy had something come up and can't see him tonight, and then have a family living room picnic or camp out or take him somewhere like the park. He'll have so much fun maybe he won't remember he was supposed to go to dads house. When is sentencing?

As far as I read, the estrogen level from the pills is too high to stimulate the lh hormone, so ovulation cannot occur due to too high of estrogen levels. It's all so very frustrating and I wish I could just stop not trying and give it a go again!

So I am thinking of adding some pages to eventual momma. What kind of stuff would you ladies be interested in reading about?

 

[aidensmommy1]

Mary - maybe you can keep Aiden from the truth for a bit and tell him that Daddy had something come up and can't see him tonight, and then have a family living room picnic or camp out or take him somewhere like the park. He'll have so much fun maybe he won't remember he was supposed to go to dads house. When is sentencing?

As far as I read, the estrogen level from the pills is too high to stimulate the lh hormone, so ovulation cannot occur due to too high of estrogen levels. It's all so very frustrating and I wish I could just stop not trying and give it a go again!

So I am thinking of adding some pages to eventual momma. What kind of stuff would you ladies be interested in reading about?

I actually just told him and he acts like he doesn't care which makes me safer because it prob means hes just used to it. If his dads gone as long as I think he will be, there will be some big visitation changes when hes back out. I'm not letting him put aiden through this again. I wasn't going to tell aiden right away but once I knew he'd be in there for a while, I wanted to tell him before his grandmother butted in and told him without me knowing. Its been hard for me to keep Aiden from her when she asks because she has cancer and could pass anytime but its to the point where the school calls me about fresh stuff he says because "his noni tells him he can do whatever he wants" and stuff like that and hes having trouble with friends and it all roots to her. Now that his dads not at her house and he wont be with her half as much, I have a feeling things will get alot better/easier for aiden. I really do. I'm happy hes still happy tho and didn't cry about his dad being gone. I'm keeping my baby nephew for the wkend so after I found out about aidens dad, I invited my brothers son who is aidens age to sleep over as well so Aiden has that to look forward to and keep him busy for the weekend anyways. I do feel bad for his dad. His dad and I are more like family then ex's, thanks to me. I always remained civil with him and everytime he wanted to be around for aiden I happily let him in because I wanted aiden to have his dad. Like him, his gf and my dh could all live together with no issues, we get along that well but this b.s has me pretty irritated and honestly dont know what's in store for the future. My dh grew up with his dad in and out of jail/prison and he always says it made him feel horrible. I dont want aiden to deal with that over and over and I'm not sure I can trust him to stay out of trouble anymore. Its been 6yrs of chances to be a dad and hes not even on the birth certificate. I didn't have to give him chances but I did. I dont want to get too ahead of myself but If hes gone long, I think he'll have to bring me to court before I give him more then every third wkends or something along those lines. I just dont want aiden getting close to him and have him ripped away again. This is the first time his dad actually tried and took him EVERY wkend for the past 7-8months and im just mad that I allowed him to see him so much. I really thought he smartend up and had aidens best interest in mind now but I guess I thought wrong :-\. Anyway, all the kids are arriving right now so I will talk to u ladies in a bit!

And I'm very happy to hear u talked to someone about Amy, makes me feel much better. I feel so bad for her with the mike situation. I hope she finds peace and happiness, I really do. Def keep us updated!

 

[Jennuuh]

I'm on my phone and when I get home I'll read through what I've missed since this morning, but I wanted to tell you all that my beta came back at 24! She said it's definitely positive, and it's great numbers since I'm still 4 days from my missed period! Woohoo! They didn't run progesterone, but I'll be doing a repeat beta on monday and they'll for sure check it then! Yay!