Thank you so much Jess for keeping everyone updated, and thank you all for being so sweet

I have missed you all SO much!
I am home now, which is a little bit scary. Work today was very scary, but so far, has gone well. Everyone knows, so a bit embarrassed, but, overall people have been nice.
I feel realllly stupid for taking all of those pills....being at Swedish for 4 days seemed like eternity..then the psych hospital was like, the shortest stay ever. They didn't get my paid meds right (They switched me from Percocet to Roxicodone (straight oxy w/out tylenol) for my liver's sake (it is sooo angry..and stomach is still healing..lost about 7 pounds lol, only positive I guess) But at the psych hospital, i got there at 2AM monday morning, they didn't get my pain meds ordered until Tuesday, and at that point the dr said I was good to leave.
So we went straight back to swedish to make sure that was ok..and also get more stomach help. They did a GI cocktail and told me to take prilosec for a bit...and then gave me a small script for oxycodone. My back still hurts like hell.
it was quite the experience, having a sitter in my room every minute of the day at the hospital. But watched movies and tv and slept and I am so over hospitals! Luckily the doctors and nurses were super duper nice.
I am seeing Mike tonight, he just had a GI scope today for his acid reflux, it turned out ok, but he is very tired. Will be the first time at his house in a few weeks now. We aren't having a sleepover, but, oh well. At this point, I can't tell what will happen with us. He has been supportive in me getting help and was very concerned that I was being discharged so quickly...but he was going to get a ride home today from his procedure from one of his friends that has been anti our relationship, and he decided to get a ride from a coworker instead, 'to avoid more bs'
I should be around ovulating time now, didn't buy tests or anything, figure my body needs to heal anyway. But we haven't even had sex in a few weeks now...so...yeah.
I hope we work things out. I love him so much. I know this has been hard for him.
Thank you all so much for your support and love...I love you all!!!!
trying to catch up on everyone's news!!

Congrats jenuuuuh on BFP!