There's a true life on MTV right now about infertility. Its called "true life, im desperate to have a baby". There's always stuff like this on in my tww. Its so sad to watch but I can't change it. These couples are about 25-30yrs old and like us, they are doing any and everything to try and get pregnant. I hope they're pregnant by the end of the show. Lol. I really do tho. One couples doing ivf for the 6th time :-\. Its sad what we.go through!!!
I just learned how to do an ovary massage or w.e they are called lol.
The other couple is doing IVF as well and her issue is her tubes like mine. And she just keeps saying all her sisters and friends are getting pregnant around her. It feels like she is speaking for me, u know?
Anyways, I thought of u girls when this show randomly came on. Its making me cry!!! Why can't I stop watching?! Lol
I'm nauseous too, I'm hoping mine is O related
FX FX FX FX and hope you feel better!
FX!!!
. It must have been hard for them to learn such bad news in front of all the MTV camera crew and everything. Its hard enough as it is...i couldn't imagine all that extra stress added in to top everything else off. tons & tons of baby dust ur way!!
He is having a hard time even being close with me for too long..and said when he went out with his friends he wanted to get the hugs over asap and wented to keep everyone at arms length...and that he has only masturbated once, and doesn't even think about it anymore, which he wants to...but just doesn't...and that he was sitting at a bar and a server yelled something behind him to another server, and he practically jumped out of his chair....these are things that I experience on a daily basis...but he has never had that happen to him before He still needs to schedule an appointment with the new therapist...It's going to be a long road I feel terrible. He did tell me that he cares about me very very much, even though he doesn't express it the way that I do...and that with everything that has happened, me having 2 serious suicide attempts in 3 months, and the thing with the police coming...and then this past week...he is just very scared that I am not safe, and feels like even though he knows i would never hurt him, he doesn't feel safe. Ugh. ! 
We sell business insurance here, which would cover things like that, but as far as the claims side, I don't have any experience What insurance do they have and how are they working with you?
Lol I completely understand about poas Megan! I'm trying so hard myself. I want to wait but I keep getting sooo tempted! I too am going to decide based on my chart and if my bbs still DONT hurt lol opposite from u...mine always hurt by 5dpo and today is 9dpo and still no sore bbs! Fx its a good sign!! I have such a great feeling for u!!!!
And your temps are different this cycle... only time will tell!
. Well I better try and get some sleep to get my accurate temp lol. Good night ladies!
Good Morning ladies...
Well my temp did the craziest today, it dropped again way below the CL and lower than my 4 dpo drop. I hope it's not an impending :AF: coz it will devastate the hell out of me knowing i have a short LP. I hope it goes back up tomorrow. What's odd is that i woke up sweating again with AC full-on i asked DH to raise it last night coz i fell very hot. I woke up without a blanket when i took my temp while DH is so covered. I'm confused about the drop i was expecting it to be high coz of the sweat. So far, no more spotting since yesterday. So im hoping i'm still in for a bfp.
FX'd to everyone......
Good Morning ladies...
Well my temp did the craziest today, it dropped again way below the CL and lower than my 4 dpo drop. I hope it's not an impending :AF: coz it will devastate the hell out of me knowing i have a short LP. I hope it goes back up tomorrow. What's odd is that i woke up sweating again with AC full-on i asked DH to raise it last night coz i fell very hot. I woke up without a blanket when i took my temp while DH is so covered. I'm confused about the drop i was expecting it to be high coz of the sweat. So far, no more spotting since yesterday. So im hoping i'm still in for a bfp.
FX'd to everyone......
Oooh it does sound promising! I hope this is it for you!
I see you are taking Fertilaid, I'm wondering about it as it seems I ovulate late in my cycle and then only have a 10 day LP? Would you recommend it?
Thanks! x
finally reared her ugly face. I usually have a day or two days spotting before af shows. Maybe its the medicines trying to regulate my cycle. This cycle i had a dark brown spotting at 6dpo which started light at 5dpo and ended 7dpo. Yesterday and today i have none so hopefully its a good sign even if i got a massive drop today. what i noticed is that i had a lot of ewcm after taking fertilaid/fertileCM/ovaboost which i barely have before. And also since taking it, i started to get cramps on my left side which i didnt have for years. So maybe it's helping me produce eggs on that side as well....
