Stopping BCP to TTC***Updates & Progress/Noted Changes Since Stopping BCP***24BFPs***

[Charmed86]

My computer makes it really difficult to see anything as they're so small But there's definitely something on the bottom one! And I can just about making something out on the top one. I've had to open it on my phone so I can zoom in FX!!!

My CP has been high since O & I checked again today & it's high again.. It did come down slightly this AM, but I guess it moves about naturally anyway? Praying for a BFP, but at the same time, trying not to get my hopes up! I am so hungry & nothing is filling me up, which is frustrating. I still have my heartburn! What prompted you to test? Was it just out of curiosity?

A friend of mine is preg & keeps asking me how TTC is going. I know she thinks it's all a bit OTT, she got preg without trying! I love talking to her, but find it a bit upsetting when she brushes things off & says things like it'll happen when it happens or whether it's worth trying without so much effort (like charting etc).

 

[cdex67]

Idk patience, I swear I'm seeing lines on both of them.

 

[cdex67]

I tested purely because I was anxious and wanted to know lol

 

[patienceiav]

It's blaringly obvious in real life, and easier to see on your phone like Charmed said, to zoom in, but damn i'm so unsure atm. I'd be excited if I hadn't been in this situation so many times before ! Extra progesterone cream for me today to try and keep the spotting to a minimum !!!

The mean ladies on countdowntopregnancy certainly don't think it's got anything on it when it clearly does, though it could just be dark from the nasty wee i tested because i'm a POAS addict and i've never gotten anything on ICs, only FRER! I wanted a comparison from yesterday that wasn't another useless blank IC

 

[Charmed86]

I think if I voted on my first look, then I'd have said BFN as well, but I honestly think that the photo is too small to see anything clearly. Once I zoomed in on my phone, I could see something - even without inverting the image Some people obv think it's a BFP though!

I just dug my test out of the bin.. Yuck. It's definitely a BFN. Whatever I thought I saw, is no longer there I really don't want AF to get me this cycle. I wish I knew for sure.. I probably do, I just don't want to admit it.

 

[patienceiav]

I make a habit of keeping mine till the day after cuz i know i'll inevitably peek at it again yeah I think on the PC it's easy to miss, and especially people who aren't obsessively TTC'ing ! Just kinda disheartening, i actually voted positive on my own test !! And by calculations i'm the only one who has :/

Your symptoms and your temps are soo good though, even if you're not getting a BFP yet, I really hope for you !!

 

[DannaD]

I'm sorry patience, I don't want to bring your hope up, but I tweaked again and it's obvious there is a line, darker than yesterday too

 

[patienceiav]

My god ! I honestly thought you were going to say something bad !!! *breathes*

I am extatic that there's a line but i need to test again when the radioactive wee is out of my system ! I can't afford to keep using these tests though, I wonder if I should do an evening test tomorrow or morning :/ I doubt I can go through tomorrow without testing, although it would be the smart thing to do !

 

[DannaD]

Haha sorry, it's just that I'm a professinal Photoshop user so of course if there's a line I can make it pop, even if most people can't see it xD

 

[patienceiav]

Oooh very cool gah it's going to eat me up that I don't know if it's dark from the pee or dark cuz it's a day later ! I guess for continuity I should test again tomorrow evening, but I need to make sure I take those vitamins, they're meant to help my LP and with spotting today I need all the help I can get !

 

[cdex67]

I gotta tell ya patience, I think I want your bfp as badly as I wanted my own.

 

[patienceiav]

i'll try not to disappoint it warms my heart (and helps my crazies) having you girls here to talk to, i'm usually the most obsessy one in the thread and i feel like i waffle an awful lot ! It's just very difficult when you can't talk to regular people about it, glad i have my net buddies through thick and thin. Now i'm certain the line wasn't a fluke, I have to wait and see if it is a chemical or an actual proper BFP !

 

[DannaD]

Everything crossed for you Patience! Send any test you want tweaked my way xD

 

[DannaD]

Oh and how the hell do I post pictures on here?!

 

[patienceiav]

You have to add them onto something like imageshack.us or photobucket, then add them in with the

and put it between them if you want to add an opk you can do it on countdowntopregnancy as well

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Omg I love you ladies. Trying to catch up on the posts! I'll post a real one as soon as I'm done reading!!!

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Patience....radioactive pee....made me spit out my eggs during breakfast!! Omg i feel like im right there with you staring at it seeing lines!! Cdex is so right...feel like we as a group react as if it were our own. You ladies are the best....stay positive and strong!! And keep peeing on stuff!!

 

[patienceiav]

that's the truth right there we react as a group, hence why we all exploded when you got your BFP and you were just sat there like "eh? i did?" lol i'm done POAS for today, just trying to work out when i should test tomorrow because that vitamin turns my pee so bright for some 12 hours i think ! So either poas in the morning then take the vit, or take the vit soon as i wake up and poas at night.... still have no idea if i'm a morning or evening best strength

 

[patienceiav]

Knowing my luck it won't really matter cuz it's probably another chemical ! The spotting keeps me on my toes

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

patience - I'm still in shock. It's not gonna wear off for a long time. Especially turning 37 next month. I guess I read too much crap that says I'm old and shriveled up and forget about it. I'm still POAS cause I don't believe it. (we should buy stock in this stuff)

Umm....try both times of the day? can't hurt right?

Hey, positive thinking!! don't jinx yourself! No chemical this time....I want you to have a BFP! yup, i'm going to will it! big hugs headed your way!