Stopping BCP to TTC***Updates & Progress/Noted Changes Since Stopping BCP***24BFPs***

[patienceiav]

I have no idea what this balloon thing is I didn't get anything like that ! I think with low swimmer count and speed less is more, it may be worth giving it an extra day between bd ? Or Maybe bd'ing as you like and saving your MUST BD NOW time for the day you get a +opk? would suck having to track again but might be better for hubbys sperm than going on and on EOD without knowing exactly when ov is ? Just a random thought

Spotting has entirely vanished was just some residual left over inside this morning, but I did the CB digi and got a - i did a IC or 2 today, they seemed much slower to appear and slightly fainter i think, fully expecting a temp drop tomorrow, either way i'm calling the specialist ! All my symptoms are very faint but they weren't there 3days ago, so meh :/

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Turtle, I totally agree! Fire is totally the way to describe the contrast!!!!

Patience, I LOVE YOU!!!!!! Big Hugs!!! Def give the specialist a call. And I still have EVERYTHING crossed for you!!!

AFM: I think I'm actually getting sick and I'm supposed to O this week!!! I have been taking every vitamin under the sun today and I think it's because I have let go of a lot of sadness this past week that I have been holding on to for several years... which I think is also the reason I haven't gotten preggo yet. Good news is that Ive lots 4.5lbs I'm hoping to lose a lot more! I am totally not excited about possibly being sick though... Not ok.

 

[patienceiav]

This mornings IC was neg, the 25miu didn't show up till the 10min mark and was much fainter than yesterdays been given a week off work cuz i've hit the wall, trying to get through to the specialist now but i can't even get in queue they're so busy, and i'm having to call the baby ladies not the specialist i've seen.... phone keeps cutting off so i can't even get through

 

[twinkie2]

Ugh! I'm sending some patience your way to get you through this moment and hopefully you can get in with the specialist. I want you to get in so bad for documentation, I'm sorry dear!! You know I am your biggest advocate on here, as well as for the rest of you ladies!!!! Not wanting to create false hope, but Is there any chance it could have been a fluke/diluted test??

 

[DannaD]

I'm sorry Patience, but until AF arrives I'll keep hoping for you : (
This is just so unfair *hugs*

 

[cdex67]

Oh man, I'm just catching up on all of this. Patience I have EVERYTHING crossed for you! BFPs for all of you ladies are just as important to me as mine was ♡♡

 

[sierraecho89]

Man, y'all are active on this forum! I'm blown away. I'm reading everything, but I don't really know what to say other than good luck! I'm so new to all of this. =)

How are we all today? Doing alright?

 

[patienceiav]

Sierra group chats tend to be like that miss a day and you have no idea what's going on!

OK I am so frustrated I could SCREAM! I am FURIOUS with my body right now! I used my last ic tonight and got another faint line, they basically have looked the same since Friday morning which just makes me worry something is horribly wrong! Argh!

 

[Turtle0630]

Patience, this is so frustrating!!! Were you able to get a hold of your Dr to make an appointment? I think it's a good sign that your temps are still up and that you're back to getting a positive on the tests, even if they're not getting darker yet. This is the longest you've manage to go without AF, right? Even with your chemicals? I really, really hope that this little one is fighting really hard to stay put!

Charlie, I'm sorry that you're getting sick! Boo!!! Are you feeling any better yet? And I'm glad you know what I mean when I say it felt like fire! I'm not glad that you experienced that too, but I'm glad that I'm not crazy!

Patience, I do think you're right that we should maybe look more at every 3 days or so with his low count. I think that's smart. And I agree, as much as I don't really want to do opk's again, I think you're right that I should start them again so I can know when it'll really count. Thanks for the advise!

Sierra, this thread does move pretty quickly, I agree! It's fun though!

 

[Charmed86]

Turtle, I hope it doesn't become too stressful for you. Somehow I managed to get my BFP with one BD during the entire of my fertile period & it was only a fluke that I came across it! There's definitely hope I didn't get the feeling of fire, it sounds absolutely awful! My HSG was mostly cramping during and then after as well. I think I bled after too. I was like 5 years ago now!

Patience - I have got everything crossed for you! It sounds like this little bean is really trying to hold on! I hope you can speak to your Dr & they can run some tests for you xx

Charlie, so sorry you're feeling sick! It always comes at the worst possible time. Congrats on the weight loss xx

 

[patienceiav]

I quite like going on the casual BD but if i get +opk then it's down to business takes the stress off the run up to ov and the closer you bd to ov the better ! Everyone is different but i've managed to concieve every time when i've bd'ed day before or day of ov it may be more relaxing than the "force" bd for a week, you'll find something that works best until the drs give you a next step when is that by the way ?

Sorry you're not feeling well Charlie I often tend to get sick round ov, I was this month too ! Snuck in a few quickies and that was all i needed and could manage ! My fave cold cure is juicing lemons and ginger, then i keep a small bottle of it in the fridge and add a small amount to hot water with honey yum !

I don't know what's going on, I mean my symptoms kicked in friday and haven't left yet, the only thing i'm thinking of is eithe residual hormones from a chemical or ectopic i'm too scared to think of positive outcomes after all this !

About calling the specialist.... my god the phonelines in sweden were basically broken as hell today, no idea what happened ! I tried calling 45times, got cut off half of that and the other half their lines were too busy it's probably good i didn't get through since this morning I thought it was all over, now I really do think i need a checkup ! I suspect they'll tell me to keep taking the progesterone and then come in at week 5 maybe ? I'm out of ICs now though damnit ! I can't keep testing, I know you're meant to drop all that stuff when you get a BFP but the way this is going, I have to know if it fades again....

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Patience soooo Much love heading your way!! I am praying this is your sticky bean!!!!!

AFM: I feel like death. Stayed home today. And the Dr can't freaking see me to make sure I don't have strep throat. I get it easily and my throat hurts and my head is pounding even with Advil. So I feel like I might have it. And if I do I'm contiguous so I can't work until I get meds.

 

[DannaD]

Sorry you're so sick Charlie! Hope you'll feel good enough to BD a couple of times :/ does step throat requires meds to heal?

Patience, I can't imagine how though it might be not knowing. I'm thinking of you and your bean xxx

Afm, tomorrow morning is my US, I'm so stressed, I'll call in sick at work in case it's bad news, I'd rather not deal with that at the workplace : (

 

[patienceiav]

Oh that does sound nasty Charlie i hope you can squeeze some bd in and get help from your dr soon! Feel better soon

Danna, good luck tomorrow! Is this when they'll see if the follicles have grown enough? Do they let you ov on your own or will you get triggered?

I'm going bonkers here, I'm scared to hope i think if I manage to have the same result on my test tomorrow I might have to make myself a tracker, even if it's only for a short while I've never had one before! Just hope this isn't residual hormones or no ectopic, my symptoms are certainly rising but still spotting a little oh well time for bed, let's see what tomorrow's temp brings!

 

[DannaD]

I dunno Patience, they didn't tell me if they'd trigger or not. Guess we'll see tomorrow, if it even worked... :s

Your temps are great and steady! I hope you'll make and keep a tracker for 9 months : )

 

[twinkie2]

Ahh patience, so much hope for you!

CC-I hope you feel better super fast!

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Well patience I'm hoping to see a ticker tomorrow!! 💜😊😘😍❤💗💟💚

AFM: I'm sucking it up and going to work tomorrow. The Dr called me back and said I would hand to make an appointment and couldn't just see a nurse which is dumb. And they didn't have anything available today. Depending on how I feel tomorrow I'll call and schedule an appointment. Strep requires amoxacilin (I never spell that right). In order to get rid of it and if you wait too long it can turn into scarlet fever, which can be deadly if not treated. I had it once when I was a kid. I don't want a repeat. Lol. So I'm always nervous when my throat hurts because I'm afraid I have strep. Of course you can have A cold and have a sore throat too. *shrug*

 

[Charmed86]

I had to look up strep throat, as I'd never heard of it! Other than on tv, I'd assumed it was the same as tonsilitis, apparently it's similar. It sounds awful either way! I really hope you can get some antibs if that's what it is. I hope you feel better soon xxx

Oh Patience! I am so nervous for you! Please stick little bean! I wish you were able to see your Dr or try another test, those IC are awful! I couldn't test for progression on them at all. Even after af was due, they weren't strong bfps. Ridiculous as the other tests got darker! I think I might actually hate them!

Good luck for your US tomorrow Danna. FX they give you good news xxx

 

[patienceiav]

Apparently these are the same strength! 25miu, I doubt that, the midstream one is a basic one from the pharmacy, the other is a known brand RFSU I think they normally do condoms

I can't get through to anyone at the specialist! So frustrated! Gotta wait till 1pm to try again, agghhh!

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[patienceiav]

Good luck at work Charlie, seems mean you'd have to go in now I hope it's just a cold for you at least, let us know how you get on

Danna good luck today ! Hope you get some good answers

AFM I just gave up and made the ticker, I could have already MC over the weekend with the bleed but I just want to have a ticker for once ! I'm sure i'll be removing it by tomorrow but today it's all mine ! I got an appt with the Dr 12th march, long bloody way away (told you they wouldn't do bloods!) boo hiss.