Stopping BCP to TTC***Updates & Progress/Noted Changes Since Stopping BCP***24BFPs***

[patienceiav]

She just meant NTNP, I was like bitch please, after 1.5 years of repeated failure you're gonna try and make me walk out of here without doing anything? So we'll just not try, after so many times now I've given up hope of natural conception. At this rate I'll be in the market for a new job and I don't think I'll get very far if I have a bump it's like being at square one again I could cry

I do have kinect, but what, you helped create that game? I've always been tempted by fruit ninja waving my arms about

 

[DannaD]

It's a lot of fun and a good workout haha
I'm an artist on the game
(... And Now you probably have enough info to stalk me IRL xD)

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

I'm speechless patience......I'm sending you a huge hug!!!!

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Well today is CD 31 AF could show up any time from today through Sunday. I'm afraid to test again so I'm just going to wait it out. No symptoms to report other than some random cramping. But at this point it would be normal.

 

[Turtle0630]

Danna, I like that! We can definitely give each other hope when we don't have any for ourselves.

Okay, so you guys were both throwing me off by calling it a Xbone, instead of a Xbox! I have one and a Kinect as well! That's so cool that you're an artist on that game, Danna! I'll have to look for it!

Patience, I'm just at a loss for words. I'm so, so sorry that you're having to go through this run around with the Dr's! It just isn't fair, and doesn't seem right. Do I need to go kick somebody's ass for you? How are you feeling, btw?

Charlie, I'm still really hopeful for you!!! Keep us updated, I'm keeping my FX that AF stays away for you this weekend!

AFM, AF started right on time this morning. That's okay though, I wasn't expecting any different so I'm honestly not even disappointed this time!

Anybody have any fun weekend plans?

 

[DannaD]

Turtle, Xbone is a nickname for Xbox One
xD

I'm sorry about AF *hugs*
Spoil yourself this weekend!

 

[Turtle0630]

Oh! For Xbox One. We just have the Xbox 360, not the Xbox One. But we do have the Kinect too! And thanks!

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Ladies still no sign of AF I'm seriously afraid to hope. I'm a total mess! I'm up then I'm down then I'm up again I'm going nuts! I know I'm still not out of the AF starting window yet but I'm just ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!

 

[patienceiav]

Sorry Turtle have you got a little self treat this weekend at least ? Good time for a relaxing wine or 2 at least !

I'm with you on that mindset now though, i've accepted the fact that I won't be getting any sticky beans, even if i get preggers I will get AF, so i'm with the specialist on not testing any more, if i'm not tracking ov I don't need to test, my cycles are regular enough that I know when I can test if I miraculously am late, but i'm just going to give up hoping, it sounds depressing but really it's easier than this up and down hope and joy with crushing disappointment and upset !

Good luck Charlie, that's the part I hate about not testing the back and forth ! It's almost better to test in your case just to get some peace of mind, I figure even if it's a false neg it kinda calms you down a bit, but without knowing you'll go mad !

Love my Xbone ! I've just discovered this game called "ori and the blind forest" I think it can be bought off the microsoft store, I'll be looking into it tomorrow looks super cute and reminiscent of oldschool side scrollers ! Going to have a semi lazy weekend, got a load of clothes washing to do but going to brave leaving the house for some REAL FOOD on sunday and have brunch

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Patience I go back and forth. At night I'm all "I'm testing in the morning" then in the morning I'm like Damnit I'll wait. Lol. I really wish I could teleport my Dr to you. Then maybe you could some answers. 😘

How's everyone holding up? I've been selfish in my posts. Sorry 😐

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

Well. AF just showed up. I'm not even sad anymore. Just pissed off. Why the eff can't I get knocked up?!

 

[cdex67]

So sorry Charlie

 

[patienceiav]

Sorry Charlie maybe it's time they thought about something more than just forcing your body to ov ? Maybe IUI so they can guarantee those swimmers are getting up there ?

 

[DannaD]

Sorry Charlie : (
Like Patience said, is it time for next step?

Afm, i started spotting red. I hope flow will pick up as I have to start femara cd2

 

[CrazyCharlie2]

So hubby came home from work and said he had done some research about IUI and IVF. I was shocked! I have this next cycle left of fermara then we will go back to the Dr and chat. 😍 best hubby ever. I loves him.

 

[patienceiav]

Awesome glad he's checking this stuff! It's not fun for the guy, that'd be cool if we do that stuff together I still don't know if we can do it! It requires hubby to drop everything and deposit in a cup when needed

 

[Charmed86]

Patience, I am so sorry for your last appointment. I think it's ridiculous that they're asking you to wait 6mths! I'm not sure what that will achieve? With regards to your DH, could he do it before he goes to work and you could take it in? I'm sorry, I'm not sure how it works xx

Charlie, I'm really sorry AF got you I'm glad you're DH is looking into IVF & is being supportive! That's really great of him! xx

Danna, I hope this next cycle is the one for you!! Have they increased the F at all? Or are you trying the same dose again? xx

 

[DannaD]

Charlie that great that your hubby is looking into that! My SO also did some research and it had me surprised, like I'm so consumed by TTC that I forget sometimes I'm not alone in this haha...

Charmed it's a lower dose actually, but for 10 days instead of 5. I have no idea how tht's supposed to help me, we'll see xP

And AF is here this morning!

 

[Ms Elizabeth]

Oh charlie....big hugs to you. Love that DH is being so motivated.

Wishing all you ladies the best....still being your cheerleader!

 

[patienceiav]

I'll have to ask nicely, he gets up at 5am on work days might be kinda hard if it's forced! But likely ivf will be a long queue and we won't be doing it till after summer, nothing happens in Sweden during summertime. as someone said in another thread ivf is a bit more lenient, it's not based on when you're ready to ov etc so maybe they'll be able to plan it round hubby's days