Oh Tasha - I hope that means they can help you now. What are the next steps? It would be sooooo wonderful to hear that things worked out for you at last. You have been so brave and patient throughout all you terrible experiences
Tink, great to hear from you and your boys are gorgeous
Tink you must be pyschic - you must have known I was needing you girls again. I found out on Saturday that I pg again. It was a complete accident and ironically me and OH barely ever dtd these days, then when we did we just forgot to use anything - it was only the once. I'm having such mixed feelings - please excuse me anybody who might be offended but I just don't know how I feel. I'm 42 this year, I have my 2 beautiful and healthy girls, I got a new job and it was like I'd left all the awfulness behind me... then suddenly, without wanting to be.... booom! I'm back. I'm so scared, scared there'll be something wrong with the baby, scared I can't cope, scared we've messed up... oh yeah forgot to say that OH will be redundant by the end of the month and was supposed to be spending a few months seeing if he could work on his own... it's all so wrong and I feel so bad but I just don't want to be in this position. I can't believe that we were so dumb, I've never had a scare before ever, I've always been so careful... I'm so cross with us and on top of all that I'm feeling sick as a dog and my back is killing me. OH is in shock and not very supportive and can't bring myself to tell anyone else... please talk some sense into me girls I just don't know hat to think