OH MY GOSHHHH .. i missed so much today
Sorry for abandoning everyone this morning in the middle of conversation, my internet did a crazy thing and I couldn't go on any websites. So I went to sleep, and when I woke up it was STILL not working grr. Had to take care of the modem it got bumped. Look at all that drama and crazy stuff I missed today!! I just read back through like 92872423 pages! (but i felt like i couldn't skip through because i wanted to see what was going on with these new people and whatever else.)
I agree with you guys ugh drama no good, we are all so chill and happy and chatty it is just lovely
I feel like you are all my best friends sitting around having tea and chatting! lol ok im weird.
so i had SOO much to say and now its all jumbled and a mess..
first off, SLEEPING BUBS CONGRATS!! what a pretty ring! you will have to keep us updated on all your planning, weddings are so much fun!
coral and phoebe- i cant wait for your scansssss!! hopefully by the time i sign on tomorrow there will be
dingdong pics everywhere
phoebe i think you will be happy whichever way you decide about finding out the gender. I think you will be happy if you wait but also so excited to know tomorrow.
tink-wow i didnt realize how crappy you are feeling!? i know you've been ill and all, but then you talked about crutches and all and wow, hope you feel ok, it must be so hard to be pregnant and deal with your health problems all at once, but im sure it will be worth it
china-yay for sore boobs!! mine are always sore during LP, but they were a different kind of sore on my bfp cycle. Had actual pains in them, which I still have by the way. But its a lovely reminder that I am indeed STILL pregnant
hope its a good sign for you too!
damita-i hope now that you are not stressing your bfp will be right around the corner. i know exactly what you mean about not wanting to wait. my husband and i struggled with the decision for a while because of me being in school and all, but we decided we want it now!! maybe relaxing is all you need to welcome
i also had fun checking out everyone's dhs
you guys are too funny!
A few of you asked about my m/s this am and then i abandoned you- the answer is.. i do feel a little better actually! Instead of feeling like crap ALL the time, its kinda just a brief thing maybe once a day for an hour or less. (thats how its been last few days anyway) so maybe its leaving. i found my uterus today
i can feel it now and see where its at, so maybe that means ill get a REAL bump soon instead of my wimpy thing
In other news: I SWITCHED DOCTORS FINALLY WHOO! i am actually VERY excited for this! I switched to a midwife group practice at a large all womens hospital. They dont do paps during pregnancy and they dont do internals before 30 weeks unless there is a problem that needs to be addressed. I think they are a lot more hands off about things which is what I really want. They even do "birth plans" and they let you labor on balls and in jacuzzis and showers and things if you want. They are still very clinical about everything but I think they are a little more open to the mom's ideas of the birth. They will stand by you if you want a natural birth without an epidural, something I have always wanted, even though i am TERRIFIED that the baby has to come out. They also offer a series of low cost birthing classes, breastfeeding class, and baby care class if we choose do to any or all of those. I feel so much better about this and I feel like this will be a much healthier option for me and baby long term
Unfortunately my first appointment is not until March 14th because they can't get me in any sooner. They get a LOT of patients and are pretty booked up I guess. Hope I love them as much as I think I will!!
My bnb wouldnt even load up the blimmin page early drove me nutty..
Sorry to sleepy to write much more, but I'll be on at leisure in the weekend... looking forward to be part of some more funny conversation! 
everybody!
