hello girls
not going to stay on this morning...have to work...blah. but i wanted to say 'hi'. i feel like shite myself this morning. my allergies usually go through a worsening phase this time of year in florida, and seems to have hit especially hard this year. (that probably b/c i wasn't taking any of my allergy meds b/c they will reduce my cm, but i started taking them again b/c i'm miserable and can't breathe properly...) anyway, pretty stupid of me to quit taking them i guess b/c now i'm paying for it, and it feels like it's settled in my chest and getting the old bronchitis back.
great. well, if not feeling better by monday, i'll go see the doc. some of the kids having the same problem too.
plus my mom has been in hospital since tuesday...she has chronic heart condition, and we thought it was heart issues again, but turns out it's not. heart cath came back showing everything is the same there as last time, so that was good news. but she also has stents in her adrenal arteries (to the kidneys) and those are blocked, so they have to re-open them, and they found that she has gastritis, and her gall bladder is not functioning properly, so they've decided to remove it. so she'll be having surgery soon. i'm going to visit her after work today...dh is going to drive with me and we'll take the kids to visit family while we're there, so it's going to be a very long day.
i know exactly what you all mean about the pissy pants
i'm the same way. so freakin' irritating, especially with my allergies as bad as they are right now. i can't get through a day without pissing myself lately it seems
i nearly had a meltdown over it yesterday with dh.
i had just gotten out of the shower and put on clean panties (of course)...sneeze and WHOOSH! panties ruined for the day.
(of course i changed them!!!) it doesn't happen every time i sneeze of course (i'd run out of all my panties in a single day), but yesterday was a bad morning. the kids were late getting out and almost missed the school bus...my son was screaming (literally) about pain in his ankle, but it's not bruised, not swollen, no cuts...just a bunch of little things going wrong, and of course my body chooses that moment to betray me (again) and piss myself. i do kegels too...doesn't seem to help much tho
i didn't handle the morning very well at all. i was an emotional wreck yesterday morning.
anyway, sorry for the long selfish post girls
i'm just worn out. and very very sad about this whole ttc process. so i'm sorry i haven't been commenting on posts
i'll be back to normal soon...probably after af comes. should be next thursday i believe.