I am so sorry Sunnydee! This whole process is so hard. I have my FX for this cycle for you.
I am 11dpo today. I am still having breast/nipple pain and cramping. My cervix is all over the place; it always seems closed, but moves all over. My cm is creamy. Thinking back, I remember that with my son I didn't test until my period was late and the line was super light. Got bloods done and my levels stayed low for quite awhile. That gives me the slightest ray of hope that maybe I am not out. I know it's not likely though. Every times I have AF type cramps, I feel less positive. Thinking I will give it till at least Tuesday or Wednesday and if I haven't started, I will take another test. Anyone have two negatives before their positive?