Okay, proper update from me now, not that theres much on which I can update.
I was scarce this weekend because we were keeping ourselves on the move, though mostly to try and keep our minds off mourning. August has been a difficult month for me emotionally a few weeks ago, a girl I used to babysit and to whom I had gotten reasonably close passed away due to a drug overdose. Unexpected, and of course, heartbreaking that a beautiful 19-year-old could lose her life at such an early stage; such a sweeping up-and-down mourning process that really was. I struggled with being angry at various entities and being miserable. Friday, we found out that new-found friends of ours are suffering their own loss
a young mother lost her battle with breast cancer, leaving behind 3 young boys and a loving husband. We mourn the loss of her, but we know shes at peace now and no longer in pain. So its a completely different mourning process, but another one all the same. Her funerals tomorrow so Im working a partial day, then leaving to sing at the funeral. Hoping I can keep it together, but I suppose if I dont, people will be understanding.
So thats things here. My 16-week is on Wednesday morning, and for some reason I suppose maybe due to all the other stress and mourning Im nervous. Praying they find a heartbeat, praying everything looks good, praying that they hand me my anomaly scan paperwork with a smile of encouragement. Ive not yet been so nervous for an appointment, and Im unsure why I am. Its weird. But Im looking forward to getting the paperwork so I can call and have a set date for the anomaly. I want to see the baby again, I want to hear how things are progressing. Something to which I can look forward, as Im praying that September is a more peaceful month. Haha.
I have a massage gift certificate that I think I need to use this weekend. Im feeling tense!
Again, congrats to you Poppie! I just had some feeling maybe Im nuts that I should log onto BNB while getting ready for work (usually I wait until Im at work) and when I saw the number of BFPs rose, I was excited. Was difficult for me to determine which of you it would be, though, since I know of a few ladies who were talking about pending AF statuses for this weekend; glad to see you got your good news.
Best wishes and I hope you have a wonderful and relaxing 9 months!
I also went to Bath and Body this weekend, Snow!
Was loading up on thick lotions, since Im blowing through them like crazy nowadays. I love Shea Butter but I get bored with smelling like cocoa all the time, so I normally use it at night and during the day (morning and sometimes afternoon) Ill apply something wonderful from BBW to my tummy and such. My skins been softer than ever lately!
I went a little overboard and got three tubes of lotion and they all just smell delicious. Two weekends in a row now that Ive gone there to buy things. I probably should relax a bit. LOL.
Hope everyone has a wonderful Monday, and had a wonderful weekend as well!