I'm feeling quite good about it to be honest. I can see all the positives of having another boy; we have everything, makes it easy with room sharing but I'm especially happy for my 9 month ds to have a little brother close in age, as we left a gap between him and the others. I did say to dh that if this baby was a girl then I would want another to get another boy! So we have another boy so who knows we may try again and see if we can get a girl. I will see how I feel, but if I do I will definitely sway, something which I haven't done before.
I find it quite a novelty that i'm going to have 5 boys and if I don't get a girl then it is something I will just have to learn to live with. I still can't help feeling though why can't I have a girl, especially when I see others with girls. I wanted a big family but did expect to have one girl amongst them. But i'm a fairly positive person and try to see the positives in all outcomes so that helps me work things out in my head. If I never get a girl I won't let it eat me up as there are people out there who can't even have children and have even worse going on in there lives.
Anyway, here's a pic of lil man.