TallyBee - Really sorry to hear the news about OH's SA, but you can't read too much into it, there are so many factors that can affect it and like many of the others have said it only takes 1, but I am starting to realise just how you feel, infact I don't know how to stop obsessing about wanting a baby, it seems ridiculous when I sit and think about it, I am fortunate to already have 2 children (from my ex) but now I am married to the most wonderful guy and I want a bubba so badly with him, its my fertile window and I am getting my hopes up so high, but I know that my chances are probably very slim this month, I find the whole cycle of highs and then lows very exhausting and wish I had a magic want to just make it happen for all of us, do any of you ladies have any coping techniques and I feel very blue at the moment and the thought of feeling like this every month until conception is gutting. Laura x