At this point, it's hopeless. 
I was really truly hoping this cycle was the one. I hope the 
shows her ugly face... So, O can get here and you can get pg. 
(easier said than done i know..)
leinz- glad the apt. went well
I was staring at the top of my belly at work today bc Braxton was kicking/hitting and i could see it through my belly! It was nuts!
got me...or is starting too. Started bleeding this afternoon, light at first and now a little heavier. I'm so pissed. This sucks. I can't get this sad and depressed every 4 weeks. It does a number to a person. My attitude sucks and I just don't feel good. I'm going to have to come up with a new plan...so my next step is a hysteroscopy next Wednesday. They are going in with a camera to check out my uterus to make sure everything's clear and ok...if no pregnancy this next cycle after that, i'll be starting clomid. I just want my BABY!
I've also been having braxton hicks. Mainly after BD. I knew they were normal, but I told my Dr. about them anyways. Don't give up! You are going to get pregnant. I hope this very cycle!
Never give up though, as hard as it may be, good things come to those who wait, it may hit you when you least expect it. If you keep thinking that it's never going to happen for you then it probably won't, I know it's easier said than done but you need to try and think positive. I never thought I would become a mummy due to things that have happened to me in the past..but now look at me, it will happen for you chick 
Nope, haven't tried soy yet...maybe if after my procedure next week and no bfp this next cycle, maybe i'll try then. We'll be doing clomid soon too if no bfp in the next 2 or 3 cycles.
