ive just been in an absolutely terrible mood all day. ive had enough now, im stressing out about going into labour but feel sick at the thought I could have 5 more weeks left arghhhhh!!!!
hope everyone else is doing well today x
I am so feeling the same. Thought i would be ok but completely the opposite. Feel so scared about giving birth again, never was like it before but now all the details and images in my head scare me. I think the pain scares me the most although i never went into labour naturally with my DD i had to be induced so im hoping things happen on their own this time and make me feel a bit more at ease! I'm sure you will be ok, do you speak about how you feel with the people close to you? I tell my sister, but i dont think my loved one really understands. He hasnt got to go through all the pain etc he just gets the good bit to make the baby and the enjoyment of holding afterwards. To be honest, i think i would hate to see someone i love go through pain and not be able to do anything about it. x
Aw I'm sorry your feeling the same
I am terrified this time, I'm dreading it starting but then at times when I'm feeling just so fed up and uncomfortable I just want to get it over with! I'm single so my mum is my birth partner, I tell her all of the time I don't want to do it she just laughs lol everyone says ohhh you must be so excited I say 'hell no why would I be excited about pain?'
I'm planning on having baby at home which is helping with my nerves about it but hopefully our labours will be fast and easy second time around, that's what I'm telling myself anyway haha! X
Awr sorry to hear! Mums are brilliant though. Who needs anyone else there when you can have your mum.
I think the more you think the worse it becomes, im trying to.. not forget as i know that it will definately not be forgotten but to think of how nice it will be after she is here. The 2 weeks with Daddy and the bonding between me and baby and DD and baby. My DD is obsessed with babies.. and kittens! Lol. Shes guna be like some crazy old lady when she is older.
Thought something was happening last night. Baby was kicking the crap outa my tummy and making some awesome shapes. Then i had pains, period like pains across the bottom of my stomach. Went to sleep and woke up with nothing lol. Typical. Knowing my luck she will come late and theres me thinking that she will be early. Getting snot like stuff when i wipe on and off so think that may be my plug coming away slowly. More
on the cards i think and maybe use the cross trainer as i wont be able to get out for the week as i think my daughter has got the start of HFM. Another week in the flat when i had so much planned
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