Yeah things happening doesn't really reassure me. i had NOTHING with Harry. No cramps, no show, no contractions. Just woken up by my waters extravagantly bursting! Ta-dah!
We're booked in for Monday, I have my pre-op in 2 days. i just really want to go into labour naturally before then. Firstly I think it will be better for Sophie as she will be ready to come out, my milk will be in etc etc. But secondly all this waiting around and talking about it (the pre-op, the wait at hospital before I go in etc etc) is just making me shit my pants. I just feel like i have twice been deprived of the birth that I wanted. Now I am fine with that really, as long as it results in two healthy children I am never going to complain. But it would be nice if I could just have my own way a little bit.
Argh ignore me. Am a moany old hormonal sow at the moment. Constantly on the brink of tears. Need to pull myself together.