August loss thread - TTC our rainbows!

[Aayla]

More cramps have started. Not too bad, mild but noticeable. It is also achey in my lower back. Definitely not going to waste another test. I think af is on her way.

 

[danser55]

More cramps have started. Not too bad, mild but noticeable. It is also achey in my lower back. Definitely not going to waste another test. I think af is on her way.

Ugh that sucks. Sorry. The worst is waiting until your period arrives when you know you are already out....

 

[Sweety21]

Danser, fx this is your month.

Aayla, hope af stays away.

Lora, yes. Mohini is sick too. She always gets bronchitis during this time of year. I saw your post of alice. How is she doing now?

Mrsmac, 8dpo is early. And no symptoms can be symptoms too.

Afm, dtd yesterday but, I again had pinkish bleeding. I am really sore. Not sure what is happening. After yeast infection this is third time I bled after dtd. I am kind of scared. Do you ladies think I should get checked?

 

[Mrsmac02]

I would definitely get checked sweetie. Might just be all the BDing but always best to get checked X

 

[Sweety21]

Mrsmac, that is what bothering me. We are not bding much because of all the moving and stuff. So, that seems quite odd to have spotting.

 

[LoraLoo]

Could you still have a bit of thrush? Thrush can cause bleeding. Hope M is feeling better soon, Alice is a lot better today.

Mrsmac any more tests?

Aayla- sorry you think Af is coming xx

 

[Aayla]

I'm getting a weird feeling in my uterus area. It's kind of a rushing / gurgling feeling. Sometimes I get cramps but they are not quite like af. Almost like a combo of af, pregnancy (remembering from last cycle), and having to go to the bathroom. So weird.

A bit of heartburn today and a bit tingly in the boobs. I sometimes hate when I get symptoms because it gets my hopes up.

About to go to bed soon. man will it ever be hard to not test when I get up. 14dpo was when I got my good positive. Not faint and hubby saw it clear as day.

 

[Sweety21]

Lora, I am starting to think it could be. I have no other symptoms though. And have absolutely no time to visit doc but, might just go in if the wierd feeling in vag doesn't go away. I am glad to hear alice is little better. It sucks to see them having difficulty to breath. I know too early to ask but, did you went for first appointment?

Mrsmac, you must be 10dpo I guess?

 

[Mrsmac02]

Sure am sweety. Did you get to the doctors?

Not got any of the usual pre AF symptoms - no sore boobs and no cramping or anything - but I'm irritated as hell! Either way, pretty much feeling out this cycle. Ho hum, onwards to the next cycle!

What I am feeling though is really really ill - getting a cold DS and DH have had the last week and feel all dizzy 🤒

Off work for the next ten days though as had a tonne o holidays still to take - looking forward to some G&R (gin and relaxation!)

Aayla, so hard not to test! Hope you get your BFP soon X

 

[LoraLoo]

Ive got a good feeling for you mrsmac.

Sweety, I have a telephone appt with Dr tonight, I couldn't get a face to face appt x

 

[Mrsmac02]

Nah, I'm fairly confident it's not going to happen this cycle - tested again today (couldn't help myself!) and of course it was negative!

Got none of the cramping/pulling, no sore boobs, nothing. I'm fairly sure my progesterone levels are way low again as I'm very dry downstairs and no achy boobs.

I think even if I did get a BFP this cycle it wouldn't end well as I have a strong feeling my hormones are off again.

 

[Aayla]

I caved and tested and got BFN. FF has af starting tomorrow but that is based on averaging my other cycles. I say she is due monday. So any time now.

Not sure what my temps are doing, went back up a bit today. My times are still off as I can't sleep more than 5 or 6 hours at a time. But even when I adjust them it just makes the temp higher because I am waking up sooner than before.

I don't always get a dip though near af but they are usually not this high before it.

But I am out of tests now and broke. so now I just wait. If AF isn't here by Wednesday then I will request a blood test.

I just hope she comes relatively on time. I really don't want to take provera to induce her again.

 

[Aayla]

So I'm probably just adding hope to the fire but I have this implantation doubling calculator. It was right the last time. So I am thinking I possibly implanted late. I had 2 dips in my chart. The second one was a temp taken under slighly more unusual circumstances (although I can't recall what now) and it was quite low. So at first I discarded it. BUT if this is the case then my hcg wouldn't be detectable (even on a frer) until at least next Wednesday.

Doesn't mean a whole lot because I still have to wait this out. But it gives me a glimmer of hope.

 

[Sweety21]

Mrsmac, remember LORA saying same thing and it was her month? I am not giving you false hope but, it is still very early.
icouldn't go to doctor's because I am in new place now. Don't have health insurance for this state yet. Might be while when I get it.

Lora, hope the telephone appointment goes well.

Aayla, chin up. May be next month will be yours.

 

[LoraLoo]

Dr didn't ring! Will call up on Monday.

Looking forward to the next bfp there has to be one just around the corner?

I'm not feeling very confident about this pregnancy today 😔

 

[Mrsmac02]

Oh no hun, how come? X

 

[LoraLoo]

Just got a bad feeling about it all. Todays test looks about same as yesterday's. Have decided to stop testing now, whT will be will be x

 

[Mrsmac02]

Definitely, the sad thing is we can't control what happens. But please don't give up hope hon xx

 

[LoraLoo]

I'm ok now- yesterday's test seemed to have a lot of dye in, even the control line was super dark. They were only done 22 hours apart too.
Ive done an opk and that's darker than this afternoons so I think (hope!) everything is fine! X

 

[Mrsmac02]

Good! Keep your chin up hon, what will be will be x