Thanks Linny. Sometimes I just need a boost. Feeling pretty low right now because of this dumb spotting business. And what makes me so cranky is that it's started/stopped more than once already. Only before it was 2-4 days in between...Not 7 like it was this time. *Sigh* If it would stick around, I'd be okay. If it would go away and STAY AWAY, I'd be even better but this start/stop/stutter business drives me bonkers. I'm so tempted to get the sonoline but I don't know. I see the dr on Thursday. It's a 'squeeze in' appt so I might have to wait but at least I can talk to the dr and get a quickie ultrasound to see if bubs is okay before the weekend and the holiday. And I still have my appt next week too so if something happens over Christmas, I see the dr right after.
I just get so angry and frustrated at times. It's like, Seriously? How much more of this can I handle? I got so mad last night at God, Karma, Mother Nature, Fate, the Universe, or whoever the heck is in charge of my uterus. Honestly, the stress of this pregnancy has gotten to me so bad, I'm seriously considering throwing in the towel after this baby and heading straight for the adoption agency. I don't know if I can go thru another pg this stressful.