yes ive been like this for some time now lol. but i know my little guy will be induced at 37 weeks (hopefully no sooner) and so now im like ok.. 11 weeks left.. i can do that.. i hope. its the heat that is going to kill me. i got my diabetes test next week as well as high risk clinic.. between my appts and the kids theres like an appt every other day ,.
ive had abit of a meltdown/ emotional break down. we are currently building a bigger house, more bedrooms and a garden etc just basically everything we need right now, earliest it may be done is sept/october. so naturally its stressful with a 4th baby coming and living in a tiny house. ive been trying to declutter and packaway stuff and now theres issues with finding storage so now i dont know if i can even pack up and basically make room for the new addition properly until the house is done abit more. which is frustatraing as i want it done now when i can move about. im already starting to have mobility issues my hip wants to give up alot now. and my belly/ back aches. and the kids keep fighting over everything little thing and refusing to clean up after themselves.. so i just lost it and made them tidy up the play room.. they should do it anyway but i felt guilty for loosing my patience. why do kids only listen when us moms loose our shit lol!
my husband read the room and hoovered the play room and took 2 of them to do the food shop as im not able. but i have been organised decluttered loads of clothes, washed the carry cot parts, ordered (and tested ) the new baby car seat, i even washed all the baby clothes id bought so far, and put them into drawers ready. i also had ordered some bits for my labour bag so just threw them right into the bag for now.
i feel like ive done a few rounds in a boxing ring and could cry at everything.. but hopefully its a passing phase..
