ugh, i'm killing myself over here! 7 dpo (but could be 8 dpo, max 9 dpo - i'm saying i'm 7 dpo to be conservative) took one of those new-shaped frers this afternoon with basically no hold. waited 5 minutes, didn't see much besides that white ghost line.
put it in my drawer, came back to look (i know, i should have thrown it away) and there was a very faint pink line. i even held it away from my face about 2 feet and could still see the line. have myself convinced that this is a nasty evap, but i'm holding on to a tiny shred of hope that tomorrow morning will be a nice bright bfp. oh please please please.