KEEPING IT REAL *TEAM - IT WILL HAPPEN* Join me in the journey ladies! :)

[butterworth]

Getting excited ... We are telling my family tomorrow about our cooking bean (our parents already know and DH and his family do NOT get along so not telling his fam at the moment ... They are truly horrific to us).

sorry to hear about your DH family that really sucks for him and you. oh well they will be missing out on some fantastic news.

Thanks. I am hoping he will want to tell them soon as we have a lot of mutual acquaintances. It's funny, his mom sent us an email yesterday, accidentally, that had a conversation with his sister on it where his sister and mom bad mouth us. It took a lot of the excitement out of telling my fam and it just really got me down.

don't let them get you down. in my situation its the opposite I don't get along with my family my sister included. I know they talk about me alot but I've learned to just live my life the way i want to and if they're not happy then that is there problem not mine. I was so happy to tell DF family about our news but worried about how my family would take it and as I wrote earlier that is how they usually talk to me. a compliment with a slap in the face not literally but sometimes words hurt more. you can't pick your family but you don't have to deal with there crap either. stay strong hun

 

[butterworth]

hope everyone is doing ok

 

[Jemma0717]

I hate to admit but I almost forgot about this thread its been so long!

Seems like all your ladies pregnancies are flying-WOW!

7 more weeks for me

 

[butterworth]

7 weeks left holy time is just flying by. aside from that how you feeling Tiff?
I have my first u/s next week I can't wait it feels like forever ago that I made this appointment. m/s has gotten alot better the last 2 weeks now I just feel sick when I'm around nasty smells.

 

[Jemma0717]

That's good that the MS is already easing up! I hear ya with the smells though..I still can't stand some smells!

I have been feeling pretty good but very very uncomfortable especially in bed at night. It's been so hot here that I have to stay in the house most of the time so I don't pass out!

 

[butterworth]

that sucks about the heat well I guess the best is drink lots and I hope you have ac in your house.
its been hot here too but we have had some days of a cooler breeze I've given up on watering my flowers they look so sad mostly cuz I keep forgetting and DF has been working late so I've been kinda lazy with the outside work.

 

[ttcbabyisom]

So our Jamaica trip was amazing and very relaxing...just what I needed...but as you can tell from my chart I didn't get my happy present I was hoping for while there. Started early again and on my vacation which sucked and I had my meltdown right on cue but I gathered myself together and hubby was wonderful as usual and got me through it and after a few was fine the rest of the trip. So I guess it's on to the next cycle...#6 now I believe? We'll get there! Got my blood results back and my pap was normal which is great and all my levels were good but my progesterone was low so starting CD#16 which is the 21st, I will be on prometrium for 12 days to help with that. She also started me on baby aspirin so that will be on my chart daily as well. So fingers crossed for us ladies and to all of you -

I will go through the posts I've missed while gone to catch up on all of you. I hope everyone is well and I've missed ya's. Hoping to see some BFP's happened while I was gone!

 

[skweek35]

24 weeks today and cant believe how time is flying by now!!
Saw the MW this past week and all is well with Speckle and me! See her again on Aug 7th!
Just looking forward to finishing off this last week of school, cause then we are off to Paris for our Babymoon!! 5 days in Paris = bliss!
My dad and brother are both soo jealous as we get there just in time to see the last leg of the Tour de France!
After the babymoon I will have to clear out the spare room and start setting it up as the nursery.
Hope everyone is well

 

[butterworth]

hey ladies
I got some scary news on Sat my dr called told me she wanted me to come in on monday to tell me that I was going to see a specialist in a bigger city on thurs this week so they canceled my u/s which was that day. this is about my pap results from the little info they would tell my over the phone so my fears bring me to believe that they found cancer they wouldn't say anything over the phone they kept telling me that I need to come in right away this Monday am. they wouldn't even give me the specialist title so still makes me think that I might have cancer I'm freaking out. I just want little beanie to be ok and me of course but I was so looking forward to seeing him/her on the u/s now I don't know whats going on.

 

[skweek35]

Oh my gosh Sandy! Will be praying for you and FXed that what ever they have found is easily sorted!

 

[butterworth]

Oh my gosh Sandy! Will be praying for you and FXed that what ever they have found is easily sorted!

thanks Carla I hope everything is ok I'm not looking forward to tomorrows visit with the dr, thank god Df is coming with me. I cried all last night thinking the worst is happening but I'm trying to keep my chin up just incase its nothing to major. I'll let ya know how it goes tomorrow. and thanks for the prayers I need as much as I can get right now

 

[Jemma0717]

ahh Sandy I hope everything is okay. Please update us tomorrow and I will be praying for you

 

[skweek35]

Hey Sandy, Any update? Have been thinking of you all day!!

 

[breakingdawn]

Hope you are okay Sandy.

 

[butterworth]

well I am being sent for a colposcopy on thurs I'm a little scared but at this clinic this is all they do and they know I'm pg. the dr isn't sure if it is cancer she told me she was worried because my abnormal cells had been found inside my cervix not just the outside. So this test will determine if abnormal cancer cells or just abnormal cells so in most cases I will have some sort of treatment. I just have to wait 4-6 weeks for my results but the good news is they changed my u/s to today so I get to see little baby finally and I was hoping to see baby before I had to get this procedure done on thurs. i don't like the idea of them touching my cervix. i read that doing this in the first tri you could mc and doing this in the third tri you could go into early labour so I'm in the safer zone out of the three still doesn't make me feel good but I know in this hospital I'm in better hands than in the one in my city. thanks ladies all the support has been wonderful. I'll see if I can post my u/s pic later today.

 

[breakingdawn]

Hang in there! I had abnormal cells in 2002 and it turns out they were pre cancer cells. I had a LEEP surgery done to remove the cells and we haven't seen them since. The only real annoyance is I have to have a Pap smear done every 6 months instead of one year like most women. :/

 

[skweek35]

Sandy, so glad to hear that they are doing something for you and being proactive!
Will continue to pray for you that what ever they find is pre-cancerous cells and easy to treat!!
How did the scan go? Hope all went well on that side!

 

[butterworth]

my scan pic




baby was so active he/she would not stop moving. I loved it I could watch him/her all day if I had my own u/s machine at home

 

[breakingdawn]

Aww!!! Baby looks cozy!!!

 

[butterworth]

first u/s I've ever seen and it was the most amazing experience. now I just have to deal with tomorrow wish me luck ladies, I just want baby to be safe.