Does anyone else look at their TTC tickers/calendars and think "that's it?". I have a hard time believing I've only been officially TTC 2 1/2 months since the loss. It feels so much longer than that. I mean the first 2 months I was still bleeding and had an unrelated surgery but I feel like I've been tracking cycles forever. The ache in my heart feels so much deeper than 2 1/2 months.
Of course, it's almost been a year of TTC#2 all together and there is still no baby on the way. Including my first m/c, it took me over a year to conceive DS. I guess I wouldn't mind waiting another few months for my bfp if I could guarantee it would be sticky. I want to hurry up and get my bfp just in case I will be having to try again. It's so morbid, but there you go.