an hes doing so well in school 
I agree she is a doll an so is he!! Well I think its bedtime soon for this momma I'm utterly exhausted and tomorrow is gonna be a long day
I miss him so much...its been 5 years now since he's been gone not a day gets any easier YAY!
I would imagine everything is so busy for you. I've got 3 kids and I know how hectic that many is! Good luck on Monday...I'm also supposed to have an appt. then to check on my Metformin, cycles, etc. I'm not even sure if my regular doctor will be in, though. She's been out a lot over the last 4 months for medical leave with her hysterctomy.
My dad died when I was only a year old and my mom passed away about 5 months before my middle child was born. It's really a bad feeling to know that I have no parents left...it really puts that much more importance into the family that I'm building. Maybe that's why I want another baby so much. LOL, guess I'm playing therapist now
Hey, did you ever take any pics of your new haircut?
Adorable pic, by the way
its just a nightmare right now. Everynight it takes about 3 hours or so to get Haley through her homework....that should take around 15 minutes at the most to complete. We have a meeting with her teacher on Wednesday evening and I can't wait to see what I/WE can do here at home to help her more. Shes got a VERY bad speech impetiment that you sometimes can't even understand what shes' saying. Its easier to understand her sister who just turned 3 than her. Its really scary I know we can get through these trials....we just are really worried about her schooling and going to talk to her teacher about her maybe needing to be in special ed classes until she can be caught up. She doesn't understand a lot its really super hard to try and get her to do anything she just cries and cries and we tell her its okay....she will get it...and its just really hard. Trying to get her caught up is gonna be a bump in the road but so worth it in the long run
just lots going on....need some prayer. I'm happy don't get me wrong...its just others trying to bring down my happiness and its really bothering me and I know it shouldn't. Its probably just my hormones right now, but definitely gonna talk to the doctor about how I feel right now. I'm sure its normal.....but there again I just want/need someone to talk to about things and right now I don't have anyone here .....Jason just asked me why I was crying and I half lied and said I miss my dad....I do miss him but thats not the only reason I'm upset and crying....just a long day. Praying tomorrow is much brighter!
....I felt a little better about it not 100%....just the people getting to me I gotta just ignore them which I did the problem ones last night I deleted about 25-30 people off fb account. I just couldn't take the whining about everything I say anymore. It was getting on my last nerves! Then they would write me and say that all I do is gripe or complain about something. I told them YES that was the old me, the new non-depressed me hardly EVER complains. They were like you just want attention...so I deleted them, shows them how much attention I wanted LMAO! It was agonizing. You might ask the doctor about it I think part of it also is the weight your carrying around. When I got pregnant with Trysten I was 120, now bahaha I can't lose ANY of his baby weight no matter how busy I stay or what not. I could clean all day long burn sweats off an not lose any weight. Talked to the docs on base about it but they said "oh its just your matabalism" I was like okay left it at that. I've got weight loss tabs from walmart I just duno if its the right time to start them yet Will update tomorrow afternoon about the teacher conference
We are getting things worked out thank God She did really good on her homework tonight just took a LOT of coaching and correcting but she got most of it done 
