Sticking Together Until We All Get BFP's!!!!

[Wishing1010]

Oh and CM is def watery with some ewcm hmm, my Body is messing with me so bad lol

 

[mdscpa]

Oh and CM is def watery with some ewcm hmm, my Body is messing with me so bad lol

Wow!!!! You definitely need to stop whatever you're doing and start BD'ing....

 

[Wishing1010]

DH went to shower, I will run in there next and hope to jump him before he starts feeling worse (I feel so selfish!)

 

[froggyfrog]

Get to bding kenna!!! I just got home from buying preseed and cb digi opk. Ill start testing on Saturday!

 

[Wishing1010]

June is going to be a lucky month!!!! GL Chelsea!!!

 

[Jrepp]

Sorry, my previous post got rushed when we fell under a tornado warning. The clouds were literally funneling right above the school. So scary!

Kenna- Well, given that you've had a pregnancy before, let's just hope DH's sperm IS fine... I would be a little ticked off personally, if my DH wouldn't get a SA especially after having to go through a laparoscopy, but it is a delicate subject for them sometimes. I think my DH has confidence in his spermies because they have worked before- just not on me (worst thing for me to keep remembering... his gf a few years before meeting me, had an abortion... breaks my heart that he went through that)

I got bloods drawn today, I think like a regular workup plus thyroid and prolactin, at least that's all the lab guy told me, but definitely not FSH, which kinda made me mad because why not just throw that in there while they're doing it? I think since I'm seeing an OBGYN and not an RE, he only halfway knows what to do. In fact, at the recommendation of you Jess, I was the one who had to even request the blood test in the first place. Well, tomorrow morning is my ultrasound and I'm looking forward to it but I'm also nervous because my period has been so heavy and I'll definitely still be on it tomorrow. I guess they see that often but....ew. I did call and made sure it was okay. Have any of you had an internal sonogram while on AF?

Btw I am feeling better about my job today. Had a long talk with my rater (person who kinda keeps track of everything I do) and he reeeeeally helped me. I think with him on my side, I'll come up with a way to enjoy my job. I want to enjoy it, it's so worth it, but I just really don't want to sacrifice my happiness for money. I think it's possible to have both.

I have had sonograms both on and off of period, and miscarriage. It's better for them depending on what they are looking for to do the ultrasound while on your period because the lining is at it's thinnest so they can truly see what is going on in there. Do you know what they are looking for?one peice of advice though, make sure you pull your shirt up around your waist so when they tell you to scoot back you don't accidentally get blood all over the back of your shirt (experience speaking here).

What did you decide on your job? What did you come up with to help you enjoy it more?

What a sucky day! Have had to restrain the same student twice (not supposed to do any restraining)

Ugh that sounds like a horrible day I hope you didn't swell up or hurt yourself in the process! What happened, what was the child doing?

Of course I swelled Kid kept hitting me in the stomach and kicking my walking boot. The student in question wasn't doing what he was supposed to be doing in art class and threw a tantrum when corrected. He then tried to attack another student and was asked to leave but wouldn't leave the classroom so he had to be restrained. He got it back together for a bit but we had to come inside early from recess -see above- and he hid under the table in an empty classroom and then ran away from me around the school until another teacher grabbed him. The day was quite rough! I told hubby about my mysterious air bubbles that only happen when I'm pregnant and we are both FREaKING out right now about the what ifs. I also have been having itching and smell for a while now and took a uti test which came back blaringly positive for a bladder infection Can't seem to catch a break!

Kenna- Well, given that you've had a pregnancy before, let's just hope DH's sperm IS fine... I would be a little ticked off personally, if my DH wouldn't get a SA especially after having to go through a laparoscopy, but it is a delicate subject for them sometimes. I think my DH has confidence in his spermies because they have worked before- just not on me (worst thing for me to keep remembering... his gf a few years before meeting me, had an abortion... breaks my heart that he went through that)

I got bloods drawn today, I think like a regular workup plus thyroid and prolactin, at least that's all the lab guy told me, but definitely not FSH, which kinda made me mad because why not just throw that in there while they're doing it? I think since I'm seeing an OBGYN and not an RE, he only halfway knows what to do. In fact, at the recommendation of you Jess, I was the one who had to even request the blood test in the first place. Well, tomorrow morning is my ultrasound and I'm looking forward to it but I'm also nervous because my period has been so heavy and I'll definitely still be on it tomorrow. I guess they see that often but....ew. I did call and made sure it was okay. Have any of you had an internal sonogram while on AF?

Btw I am feeling better about my job today. Had a long talk with my rater (person who kinda keeps track of everything I do) and he reeeeeally helped me. I think with him on my side, I'll come up with a way to enjoy my job. I want to enjoy it, it's so worth it, but I just really don't want to sacrifice my happiness for money. I think it's possible to have both.

I have had a sonogram during AF, I made sure the doc knew and the tech knew as well. They were just fine with it. I can't believe they didn't do the FSH, I completely agree that they should have while they were testing anyhow!!!

I hope thinks work out with your job, you definitely need to be happy, that is first and foremost. I hope you can find a way that is the least stressful and happiest for you.

Ugh, I'm sorry to hear that about DH And ex...same thing happened with mine. She had 3 abortions against his will. so I'm sure he is fine and that our only issue is that I don't ovulate the same time every month and it's hard to time intercourse properly

Got this tonight:
https://i1283.photobucket.com/albums/a556/barnkn312/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsd1cc17a3.jpg
Hoping DH will feel up to some bd

Yay! Finally!! Have you been getting some love making in?

June is going to be a lucky month!!!! GL Chelsea!!!

I hope so!

 

[Wishing1010]

Whoa Jess, could you be PG at all? I know you've been on BCP and haven't bd much....but still?! I'm sorry you have UTI, those suck so bad!!!!!!!!! I hope you get better soon!

Wow, that kid sounds like a problem child sorry you had such a bad day and that you have deal with such things at work. So glad you are almost out for summer and can truly heal up!

We bd on Monday...not sure if we will tonight or not. Going to try.

 

[Wishing1010]

Oh and did any tornadoes touchdown?

 

[aidensmommy1]

Jess, I hope u are feeling ok! School needs to end so you can heal correctly!!
Have u taken a test at all just to make sure? If you are some how pregnant now, is it at a point where it could be okay to carry? I know before u said there was no Chance for u to carry a pregnancy but that was close to 2 months ago now since I last asked you about u possibly being pregnant so jw if itd be safer at this point. Also, Have u been temping or anything? I know u had that chart with a bunch of missing temps but wasn't sure if you continued temping from then on...

Kenna, I am praying this is O for u! The Opk today is DEF DEF darker than the pic u sent me yest! You very well could of had a "double cycle" with that 7 days of spotting that you had.. I'm keeping my fingers crossed tight that u see a rise that's truly for O tomorrow! FX!!!

 

[Jrepp]

I just took an hpt and it was negative. With the estrogen, bcp and spermicide the one time hubby came inside I highly doubt it. I think it may be a yeast infection kinda trying to form. My cm has a brownish tint to it, almost a light tan. Not enough to be considered spotting though. I have today plus 3 days of bcp left so maybe my body is just done with it all.

I don't think I'm in the clear to be pg yet. I do still have that chart going and have been starting daily temping since last week. I'm going to re link my chart whenever AF arrives since this "cycle" is null in void

 

[froggyfrog]

Oh wow jess that's scary! Did any touch down? Are you in an area that gets that weather a lot?

 

[Megamegan]

Jess... what a rough day you have had! You really can't catch a break, huh? I really hope things calm down for you- I know it's hard if you're the only one available to help and you pretty much don't have a choice- but I'm still wishing someone would let you do some other more sedentary work while you heal.

Kenna I'm so excited for that super duper positive OPK! You guys definitely need to BD asap!! What a reward it would be if you caught the egg this cycle after it being so crazy and confusing!!

And Jess, no I'm not sure what they are looking for tomorrow, but I think it's just basically an u/s to see if everything looks normal. I guess I'll find out tomorrow! And thanks for the tip- I will bring a change of clothes just in case it gets messy! AF was really heavy for yesterday and today, so much so that I got light headed and pale during marching band practice today- it just felt like I was losing so much blood- but then it totally stopped. So maybe it will stay pretty dry for the u/s and most likely it will come back again because my period seems to do that most times. Weird.

That's as much as I remember atm lol sorry guys I just woke up from a nap. I was having a cool dream. I do get the most vivid dreams when I'm napping. One of them was a super sad dream though, and I don't even want to write it down because it's so disturbing. It might be stemming from last night, Dh and I were watching tv and the news popped on for like 5 seconds and immediately we made sure to change the channel, but I still managed to catch a sentence that I didn't want to hear. We avoid watching the news at all costs because it makes us both so sad. If something is really important, we will get a NYTimes alert on our emails- lol.

As far as my job goes... well, I don't have a concrete plan right now, but my rater/mentor suggested I take baby steps towards enjoying my time at work. He said it might be a long process but he wants to get to the point where I don't hate it, and I'm at least content with it. He said he sees it on my face that I'm unhappy and it doesn't do anyone any good- obviously. It's not good for me, and it's not good for the organization. I think he 100% understands how I feel (for once!! a leader who gets me!) and he will be my advocate and help me find the way that I can be useful and feel valued at work.

Hope you guys are having a lovely night! I think I'll have another glass of red wine tonight, my favorite!

 

[Jrepp]

Totally glossed over that question. One touched down about 1/2 a mile from my home but none at the school. In Denver it all depends on the weather system as to what weather we see and when.

 

[mdscpa]

Nice temp rise kenna, hopefully it continues to rise and FF gives you the long awaited CH's.

 

[Wishing1010]

Thanks, mdscpa!

Little groggy, will read over everything and write some responses in a bit. Took my sleeping med a little too late last night and now I'm paying for it haha. Getting coffee and will come back to you ladies!

 

[aidensmommy1]

Yay for ur temp staying up Kenna!!

 

[Megamegan]

Glad your temp stayed up Kenna... will you continue taking OPKs until they go negative again?

I'm supposed to have drunk 32 oz of water for my u/s by 6:30 lol... it's 6:33 and I'm probably on about 16 oz... it is nauseating to drink this much water! Ugh. I guess I'll keep forcing it though. I'm worried I will pee on them. Hahaha. I'll let you all know how it goes! Never had an internal sonogram before so I'm very interested, hope I get to watch the screen!

 

[aidensmommy1]

Glad your temp stayed up Kenna... will you continue taking OPKs until they go negative again?

I'm supposed to have drunk 32 oz of water for my u/s by 6:30 lol... it's 6:33 and I'm probably on about 16 oz... it is nauseating to drink this much water! Ugh. I guess I'll keep forcing it though. I'm worried I will pee on them. Hahaha. I'll let you all know how it goes! Never had an internal sonogram before so I'm very interested, hope I get to watch the screen!

good luck Megan! Everything will go just fine and just remember, these docs have seen EVERYTHING and it'll be perfectly fine will a light flow still. The ultrasound wand they use looks super big BUT dont let it scare u...only about a quarter of it is what actually goes inside of u. My first time having one I was like "WOAH! THATS NOT ALL GOING IN ME!" LOL they just laughed and showed me how much they put in. . FX that everything looks as good as can be in there! and ive never fully drunk all the water I was suppose to ahead of time either lol so I would just chug as much as I could, all the way until I walked into the docs door and that always seemed to work, pregnant and not pregnant so I think you'll be fine when it comes to that as well. Ill be keeping an eye out for an update today .

 

[Jrepp]

Yay for another high temp Kenna.

Megan good luck at your appointment today. I'll keep checking back to see how it went.

Mds your temp is up too.

AFM: 3 pills left! Hubby and I had some fun last night, but it was really uncomfortable for me and I swelled "down there" afterwards. I started to cry afterwards because I want it to feel like it used to, and it didn't. Hubby said it's just going to take time and to look at how far I've come, but I want it to feel good now!

 

[aidensmommy1]

Yay for another high temp Kenna.

Megan good luck at your appointment today. I'll keep checking back to see how it went.

Mds your temp is up too.

AFM: 3 pills left! Hubby and I had some fun last night, but it was really uncomfortable for me and I swelled "down there" afterwards. I started to cry afterwards because I want it to feel like it used to, and it didn't. Hubby said it's just going to take time and to look at how far I've come, but I want it to feel good now!

it will take some time jess, I know that sucks BUT I promise you you WILL get that normal feeling back. For me it took about 8wks after my surgery to get that normal feeling back. Its like I COULD do it before the 8wks or so but it just hurt or as u said, id swell a little :-\. But it WILL get better. It really does suck having to wait! Hang in there hun. Try and take it as easy as u possibly can and the more time u can take it easy, the quicker your body will heal. I hate that u have to chase kids around all day while ur trying to heal urself! Its bothering me!. How long exactly has it been since ur surgery now? Hopefully ull be at that point of getting ur complete satisfaction back in the next couple weeks. You've been through alot and I seriously cannot wait for this to all end for u! And I hope ur yeast infection/bladder infection gets better ASAP! That's all u need on top of everything else :-\. Have u gotten meds for that yet?