she cried like her little heart was broken - you know how they get crying so hard and loud that no sour comes out but a gargle, I began to cry even when the guy was taking my blood and rushed out of there to cry in my truck after, I felt so bad. I am not sure if I am emotional because my period is coming or because of better things, lol. My test was bfn today so I am not holding to much hope, but I still have some. 
ray: please, please, please!
either way Id be excited because my baby girl would be here!!!!!!! Can't wait. cause I thought I already o'd. Anyway that is my rant for the day, just feeling so gutted and I haven't even got my result yet! I don't have hope now though at all. I am going to try cassav this month and stay away from dr's.
Im crossing everything for you Mas!! Mas x
really really light period though - almost like spotting. I had dark watery blood this morning when I woke up so I thought "ok its gonna get heavier" but then it has just stayed light with dark brownish red blood - yuck! Hate periods like this and I find whenever I have done clomid this is how my period is. I had my bw and scan today and they said my lining is really thin and I have 3 small cysts from last cycle. I spoke to them about them telling me to take the progesterone too early and the nurse said she would ask the dr about it. I am still upset because this cycle was really hard with the needles and stress and cost me 800+!!!! Im very frustrated. My temp dropped somewhat today but not as low as usual so I will see what it is tomorrow. I am going to start soy isoflavones tomorrow cd 3 to 7 - 200mg and see how that works for me. They said today that I have 8 small follicles on one side and 5 on the other so I don't want to waste a good egg cycle but I really can't afford drugs this month and soy is cheap and I have read that it doesn't thin your lining or dry up cm like clomid. I will go back for monitoring next Wed so I will let you ladies know how everything looks and if the soy made some good eggs.
